You tell me I'm beautiful.
But others tell me something different,
The mirror tells me something different
And so does my mind.
But all I see is a ugly girl
With scars all over her fat body.
But you say,
You see a beautiful girl
Who's gone through a lot
And is strong.
I don't
And so don't others.
So please don't lie
Because I go home
Throwing up anything in my stomach,
And stare at the mirror.
Picking put every flaw I have,
Poking and prodding
My fat chunks of skin,
Then I throw up again.
There's nothing beautiful about me.
I have mirrors, people and my mind
To tell me the truth.
YOU ARE READING
Dark Mind Dark Writes
PoetryWARNING: Might be triggering!! And this isn't anything happy and it's not uplifting. Suicide. Self-harm. Depression. Self-hate. Angry. Sad. Death. Hurt. These poems are all wriiten by me. They're not all good but I hope you'll like them. PM me if yo...