ugh
so this past few days have been not good.
I've been so mad and angry and sad and B L A H lately
I've cried like three times this past week
and I can't be in my room without feeling like I'm about to start crying.
I just have so many things that i want to change about my life but i can never seem to do anything about it
like i want to get healthier but what i do is i run on the treadmill and then i go into my room and cry.
i want to eat healthier but then i always take that extra handful of chips or that extra scoop of anything
i want to love myself but whenever i look at myself in the mirror i want to cry
and i don't know what to do about it.
i need help.
serious help.
