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Chapter 6

'Kennedy'
I smile leaning onto her chest. She smirks at me as I look up. Promise? She leans over and presses her lips to mine. I smile wrapping my arms around her neck, hers around my waist. About damn time. I hear a voice comment. We pull away and notice my dad and Abbie standing there. I blush and hide my face into Alexis' neck. She smiles pulling me into her. We're not dating. I state. Just got caught up in the moment. Abbie glances between us but nods as they both exit the room. I'm glad you didn't think of it that way. She tells me once they leave. I'm just glad to have you back in my life. She nods. I'm sorry I was such a bitch. I laugh, it's okay Lex. Everyone has bad days. I had no right to freak when all you were doing was being honest. I shake my head, no you didn't but Lexi you've always felt that two people of the same gender loving each other was wrong, I can't ask you to change your beliefs because of me. She nods. Do you remember that game of truth or dare we played with the girls the night you came out? I nod, why they dared me to kiss you why we're so against it? I let out a breathe. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable, I didn't want my first kiss to be with my straight best friend in a game of truth or dare. She laughs. Kenz I'm not straight. What do you mean? I didn't know how to tell you this but I'm bi. I realized that a long time ago. I try to hide my smile. She smirks, you're blushing. I groan. How do you do this to me every time? She laughs. I don't know K, I guess I just have that effect on you. I said that out loud didn't I? She nods laughing. Come here. I smile relaxing into her grip. So when did you first realize your feelings for me? You know how I was jealous because you were dating that guy? She nods. I realized then, she glances at me. You've felt this way for 2 years and you just now told me? I nod, seems stupid now but you're also the one who acted all homophobic up until a few minutes ago.

'Alexis'
I know K, I'm so sorry for that, for everything. For bullying you, for torturing you, for not confessing sooner. For just be a horrible friend. Well I meannn. You were pretty awful. I laugh, okay I deserved that. How did you get in here anyway? Well I may of destroyed the doctors and broke into the nurses station. She laughs. Alexis! What. They wouldn't tell me anything. I finally screamed at her to let me see my girl.

'Kennedy'
Butterflies flew through my stomach when called me "my girl" what? I question, I screamed at the nurse to le..... No you called me yours. She blushes. Sorry. It's okay. She tightens her grip around my waist. Why are we here acting like friends when we both know we want to be more? You REALLY need to learn how to whisper. She laughs before kissing my cheek. Well if you heard me why are you avoiding my question? We were meant to be friends, I just don't know if we were meant to be more. But if we just stay friends we'll never know and we'll always wonder what could of been. I guess you're right. So what do you say Kennedy Marie Walden, will you be my girlfriend? I smile and grab her hand, I thought you'd never ask.