my bestfriend's brother | joey birlem

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lexi's pov :

"check please" joey said and pay for the food

"thankyou" i said

we walk to his car then he drive back to the hotel. car ride was quiet. he played a classical music, i almost fell asleep.

we've arrived at the hotel but we haven't gone out.

"listen" joey said suddenly

i turn my head to him

"i'm sorry, about what happened. i know i don't even deserve to talk to you anymore but i really hope we can start over, as friends" he said and smile

"friends?" i said and smile

"friends" he said

we stare at each other but then suddenly i feel his warm lips crashed into mine. we kissed. i kissed back. not gonna lie, i miss his kisses. i feel sparks all over my body, i feel butterflies again. it always feels right, with him. my heart is pounding so fast, i miss this feeling. i don't feel this way with emery.

joey is different.

we pull away then stare at each other. he is smiling, so do i.

"friends!" i said while playfully punch him

"friends" he said and peck my lips

"hey friends don't do that" i said

"well just did" he said and peck my lips again

"bye joey" i said and got out from his car

"bye" he said and smile. that damn smile.

i go back to my car and drive back to kenzie's house. i cant stop smiling. i know i'm cheating, i know i'm wrong, but it feels right. it feels like i belong to joey.

buzz bzz

"hey baby, i'm going to your house okay?" emery said

"can't you wait till tomorrow?" i said

"then come to my house" he said

"fine" i said

i drive to his house, don't judge me i'm 17, i'm a teenager, i'm still finding my own self, i'm trying my best. even though i feel like a hoe. i promise you, i'm not.

i've arrived at his house.

knock knock

"hi babe" emery said after he opened the door

"hi" i said

"come in" he said

i come inside

"soo why did you call me?" i asked

"nothing i just miss you" he said while staring at me. in lust.

then he start kissing me and pinning me to the wall. well he's my boyfriend after all, we make out and he start kissing my neck.

"emery" i moaned a little

i don't love him. no. i don't want my first time to be with someone that i don't love. did i just say i don't love him? i did. wow lexi.

"emery stop" i said and push him

"stop" i said while panting