my bestfriend's brother | joey birlem

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lexi's pov :

i go downstairs and see

jen.

i sigh then say hi to her and hug her

"i miss you my lil baby lex" she said while hugging me real tight.

she reminds me of joey's hug. fuck. okay don't cry. don't be a crybaby.

"i miss you too" i said in my shaking voice, i'm trying so hard not to cry right now. god i hate this

"how are you?" she said

"well" i said then stay quiet
"not my best" i added

"i'm sorry lexi, for what joe-" she said but then i cut her off

"it's okay! i'm completely fine now! have you eaten breakfast? here let's eat" i said while grabbing her hand

"loren is upstairs sleeping by the way" i said

"really?" she asked. jen knows loren, she knows each of her children's friends it's kind of cute but then scary at the same time. but jen isn't scary, she's really nice and really pretty, no wonder sophia and joey are so attractive.
wait what am i thinking? stop lexi UUHGHHH

"are you okay?" she said looking at my pissed off face, i'm angry at myself like seriously what is wrong with me? i cant get joey out of my mind. this is insane

"i'm okay" i said and smile

"guess what? eggs!" my mom said while giving us scrambled eggs and bacon

"thanks ma" i said

"how's sophia?" i asked jen

"she's okay. kind of sad and lonely but she's doing fine" she said

"i'm sorry jen.. i ruin all of these. i'll talk to them soon, i promise" i said

"it's okay, it's not your fault, jojo already told us what happened, it's totally on him not you" she said

"thankyou jen, you're always be my amazing second mom" i said

"speaking about mom" she said

my mom come to the dining table too and sit with us

"i'm pregnant" jen said

i'm so shocked but excited of the same time!! another birlem? oh no i hope not another trouble, but at least baby troubles i thought to myself.

"oh my god jen i'm so happy for you" i said and hug her

"i'm throwing a baby shower this saturday" she said

this saturday. holy shizzles i have plans with payton this saturday. btw yes i've been texting and facetiming with payton these past few days, we actually have a lot of things in common and no we're not a thing. we're completely friends. i don't want a boyfriend now or even sooner. i have to focus on myself first but hey guess i have to ditch him.

"i really hope you could come" jen said while rubbing the back of my hand

"obviously" i said and hug her

"you too sage" jen said to my mom. surprise her name is sage, new name come up huh

"ofcourse anything for you jen" sage said

"hi jen" loren said while walking downstairs in her pjs

"hii how are you" jen said

"great" she said while sipping her tea

"here's your breakfast" sage said while handing a plate to loren

"thanks sage" she said and eat her breakfast