Missing her/Missing him

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The next day
Anatoly's POV
Ever since she left I have hated myself. I loved her and then she tells me that she hates me. I need to get her back.
As I'm packing up to leave for the airport I see the box of a pregnancy test.
"O no."
I mumble to myself. I try and look for the test but it is no where. She must have taken it with her.
"My God what have I done."
I say as the tears run down my face again. I look at my ring in my hand then let all the sadness show. I was so scared of losing her and now she's gone.
"Svetlana I love you."
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Svetlana's POV
One month later
I moved into my friends apartment after I came back to Russia. I miss him but he betrayed me. I look at my wedding ring and burst out in tears. I love him so much and he needs to know. I can't keep it from him I love him too much.
"Why would he betray me? I loved him supported him and took care of him."
I'm sitting on my couch as I hear the phone ring.
"Hello?"
"Svetlana this is Molokov. I need you to help us."
"Why what's wrong?"
"Anatoly has been losing two of his matches and if he loses another then he could be kicked out of the tournament. Please he needs you he has never felt like this. We need you to convince him to come back to Russia."
"Ok I will do it but only because I know this effects you and you wouldn't have called me if it didn't effect you."
"You know me so well. See you in Paris in two weeks."
I hung up the phone and sighed.
"No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide.
Looking back I could
Have played it
Differently
Learned about the man
Before I fell
But I was
Ever so much
Younger then
Now at least
I know I know him well
Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?
Isn't it madness
He won't be mine?
Didn't I know
How it would go?
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart?
Wasn't it good?
Wasn't he fine?
He won't be mine?
He needs his
Fantasy and freedom
It took time to understand him
I know him so well."

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