•His Smile• Taehyung x reader

Chapter 13

*Still Taehyung P.O.V*

After having a little fight with myself to control myself better I decided I'd take a walk on the beach

(Yn) suggested to go with me but I insisted she'd stay since thinking alone while looking at the sky was always the best way to sort out my thoughts

She looked a little upset but she agreed and plopped onto her bed with her phone

*Time skip again sorry*

Its been about an hour I've been walking along the shore of the beach. The sun was just setting and the calming waves with the sun reflection was beautiful.

Suddenly I heard two voices call behind me

"Taehyung oppa!!"

*Your P.O.V*
(I switch P.O.V alot, Im sorry😅)

Its been awhile since Taehyung came back and since me and the rest of BTS were worried I volunteered to go look for him

Jimin insisted he'd go with me just in case I'd get hurt too but Jungkook made a disapproving face which Jimin took notice of, so I ended up going out alone

I finally found him. He was looking out to the ocean in deep thought. His concentrated face looked breath taking.

I was used to seeing a childish and immature Taehyung who always had the biggest grins plastered on his face yhay seeing him so concentrated and serious was something I didn't wanna ruin

The way his golden hair glowed in the sunset with his hair slightly moving from the breeze, the way his eyes sparkled from the water reflecting on it

He looked so beautiful and at peace , I didn't wanna disturb it  and I just ended up admiring it instead. I stood behind a big rock and smiled at the angel like looking man infront of me

I could've stayed like this, admiring the sight forever but two annoying voices interrupted his calm state

"Taehyung oppa!!" They yelled and ran up to him

It was the same two barbie ass looking girls from the carnival

Did these girls follow the poor guy everywhere? Annoying, despret girls I thought.

I was at a distance so they couldn't see me but I could clearly hear them

"Funny running into you here!" The short blonde one said giggling

Ew.

Taehyung just stayed silent putting on a obvious fake smile on to his two annoying fangirls

Despret to break the silence the black haired girl spoke up
"So oppa, we've been seeing you with that one girl alot. Shes so plain, why do you all take such an intrest in her?"

I took offense but Taehyung just stayed silent biting his lip

"Us fangirls don't like it oppa~" the blonde one spoke up

"Don't forget, we're the reason your here. When your family went bankrupt and you had no money for the school tuition who voted for you to be in BTS and get all the fame and money you have now? Us. We always do our best to attend your shows and buy your merch so it'd be a shame to let us all down hm?" She said giving him a foxy look

He looked down thinking a bit.

"You could loose all your fangirls and possibly be voted out of BTS. wouldn't want that happening would we?" She said making her look more intimate

"Who is she?" the girl added

"Oh um, what?" He said

She giggled "oppa, you know exactly what we're talking about. That (yn) girl. You know her right?" Giving him that look again

He paused again and thought

Really? He had to think about that?

He spoke up and answered "no..I don't think I know her.. maybe a fangirl I signed an autograph for or something?"

"Are you really sure Taehyung oppa?" The blonde one insisted batting her eyelashes at him

"Yeah" he said smiling at the two

The two girls looked satisfied with his answer and said their overly bubbly good byes to him and left

I stood still.

I couldn't believe what I just saw and heard. I felt utterly betrayed and hurt.

Didn't know me? The laughs and tears we spent together were nothing to him?

The memories. The words we shared at lonley nights. He didn't mean any of it?

I was too hurt to move when Taehyung turned around and saw me

His face immediately dropped and the emotions he felt were written all over his face.

Guilt.

Out of the shocked, sorry, regretful and saddened look his face showed the biggest emotion on him was the guilt.

"Nono, (yn) I can explain" he said running towards me

I turned around and started angrily walking away.

If I turn around the tears welling up in my eyes will surely spill.

I wasn't gonna let him hurt me then let him see me cry.

Whatever his "explanation" was I didn't wanna hear it.

He continuously yelled my name and ran after me

He grabbed my wrist and turned me around, but I wasn't having it

*Taehyung P.O.V*

*Smack*

Ouch

She slapped me?

My cheek stung and hurt. I put my hand over my slapped cheek trying to process what just happened

I looked at her and saw the tears in her eyes ready to spill any second

No, no. Seeing her like this absolutely tore my heart apart

The pain in my chest stiffend when she spoke up in a shaky voice
"You douche bag. Don't touch me. You don't know me right?"
She said clearly sounding angry yet hurt.

"No, hear me out" I said in a begging tone. I wanted to say something so bad. Tell her sorry. Tell her I am a douche bag for hurting her. Tell her, I love her.

I was using every nerve to try and speak but no words came out. I forced my mouth open, but all it did was stay open

She huffed. "Ok. I'll get going" she said turning away again but I gripped her wrist again forcing her to turn around and face me.

When she turned around, I saw the single tear rolling down her cheek. My heart broke once more.

"Did you just not mean anything you said?" She said releasing another tear to fall down her cheek

"Those days we'd spend laughing and creating memories together. Those stupid jokes we'd make. The nights we'd talk about things that upset us and comfort each other. Kim Taehyung, I trusted you. Those days meant the whole world to me. But all that time I was just some fangirl to you?"

No. Of course not. Your smile and laugh are enough to keep me going all day. Your my world, and I truly love you (yn) is what I wanted to yell out, but my mouth stayed frozen.

She lightly shook her head. The dissapointed and hurt look on her face was un-missable.

She turned away, but I couldn't let her slip away.

Doing the only thing I could think of at the moment I pulled her wrist again and brought her towards me

"Let me g-"

I kissed her.

//AHAH//