First time we met, can't stop staring
How stupid of me, I kept day dreaming
In it, I'm a queen and you're my king
The thought of us keeps me blushing.
One day, I had the balls grown on me
I walked up to you; it's awkward, really
But I've got to get it off my chest, sorry
Said I love you, you just laughed at me.
Okay, that was kind of embarrassing
But non-stop I just keep believing
That you and I would be a thing
Only for me to end up breaking.
T'was eight and thirty three minutes past
You walk like a damn god on that same path
Then she came, things happened so fast
Her lips locked on yours just like that.
You smile sweetly, arms around her
Seeing you like that is too much to bear
You're such a heartbreaker, I know better
You and I is nothing but a big NEVER.
It's not an easy way out to let go, I see
It sucks and surely hurts like hell, trust me
If leaving you alone is what'd make you happy
I get it; go on then, have your way.
No, no, I'm not playing like a victim
First thing to know, it's not my game
Self pity is not really my kind of thing
But what the hell, my heart is aching.
I had it stock in my memory
How disgusted you are with me
I was deaf and blind after that day
Just to not hear and see you so happy;
Well, those days suck, I admit
But I know better than to fret
You're not mine, I never forget
One day will come, I'd be over it.
I'll stop crying over you, eventually
I'll hurt no more, it'll happen someday
I'd get me a man that's meant for me
I'd be laugh and smile, too, you'll see.
Fast forward and it'll be graduation
I'm just too glad it'll be over soon
I'm way too excited to come back home
And, oh, I'm good; I have moved on.
It's been so long since we've crossed path
In my count, it had been two years past
Changing school was a last resort way back
Coz your presence held me captive in the dark;
This is it! The day has come, finally
I walk through with grace, pulling a trolley
I'm glad I'm back; nothing's changed, I see
Except the fact that I'm not the old me;
Well, guess what, surprised to see you staring
My heart was thumping and then I'm running
This time towards the man beside you, standing
I'm over you; guess you never see that coming.
Can't believe what you see, I could tell
Your face totally screams what the hell
Your eyes deadly narrowed in a glare
What, don't wanna see me happy here?
Interesting how fate played a game, really
I wasn't informed, are you kidding me?
My man's stepmom is your dear mommy
Now, now, that's not cool; no, not funny;
I was kind of frozen when you walk up on me
The feeling is strange, I'm getting uneasy
What you did next got all eyes on me
Said I was your girlfriend who ran away.
Holy fucking shit! That was not a good joke
I am very close to hold your neck for a choke
I got all of those what's-going-on look
My man face me asking for a long, good talk.
I'm red, not blushing but angered surely
You're a damn asshole, I'll get you one day
I'm gonna go snap your head off so gladly
Why can't you just fucking let me be?
Anger, rage, hatred were all on me
How come I'm losing everything already?
Then you dare came smiling at me
Jerk, I swear I'm killing you this day!
Days past, god dammit, you're infuriating
Every time I walked out I see you waiting
What's wrong with you? It's maddening
I'm getting furious, you're not helping.
Then again you come standing by the door
I get it; you really hate me so much more
It's just that I don't see why and what for
I stayed away, gave what you wanted before.
So, why now I'm getting this treatment?
I didn't came to bother; I'm no threat
Just want to have a life, give me a break
I want nothing with you, for god's sake!
I do as much as I can to avoid you
I prayed we never bump each other, too
But hell, guess I'm no good doing so
Wherever I am, whenever it is, I see you.
I laughed thinking how ironic things are gettin'
I was once in your place, I've never forgotten
I was unbelievably stupid I kept chasing
You were a jerk, you kept my heart breaking.
Now what're all of these that you're doing?
Tell me coz I'm not into fortune telling
What you said feels like horses are flying
Oh, sorry, can't help it; I'm laughing.
Those words cut right through my heart
If you've said that before, woudn't have hurt
I'd be in glee, we could've had a good start
Now, don't you think it's two years too late?
The look in your eyes was once in mine
Said if you could only turn back time
Oh, boy, you can't; that's an overused line
Said won't lose hope as the sun has to shine.
Newsflash, what I felt for you was long gone
It's not like a scenario I can't run away from
Remember, we had nothing and that's quite no fun
I'm all over it, I'm gonna tell you I'm so done.
