I'VE WON THE GAME YOU PLAY (Part 1)

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Texting, calling, chatting on messenger
We started that way and got out later
You tell me stories and things you fear
I tell you secrets that I tell no other

Down the road, we walk together
We kiss, make out, and hug each other
You have me wrapped around your finger
I take to heart every word you utter

I like you here, I love you there
Like a love sick puppy, but I don't care
I'm falling fast, it doesn't matter
Woke up next day, it's a game over

Eyes fixed on me, arms around her
Even run your fingers through her hair
Yeah, she's pretty, her body's slender
Good job, you really got me there

A day or two, I'm getting up, I swear
I'll tell the world I'm doing better
But, hey, I got it way in too deep
I'm taking too long to get over it

That was one hell of a game, I admit
I was a perfect idiot to believe that shit
Damn, only if I've known not this late
Could've saved myself from falling to it

I'm fine, I'm good, I'll be alright
Though I'm bleeding, hurting deep inside
I'm cool, I'm happy, I feel just right
Though I'm still crying for you at night

I lied; I know I'm not really okay
I loved; still do, but you played me
I stopped, I let go, I set free
I tried; I did, and break anyway

Got myself a busy life, time flies fast
I smile and laugh, no faking at last
My eyes shut close, thinking the past
I had hurt much, I snap back at that

New world, new me, new game is up
Feels like I've just awaken from a nap
Another round, I'm gonna be on top
I smile, in my right hand's a frappe

You came to me with a heads up
Saying we can try and fix our gap
Deep down, I laugh at that non-stop
I'm gonna put you in your own trap

Sorry here, sorry there; it's sickening
Every day, you came up apologizing
Hi, hello, that had become our thing
Though actually, I'm mentally choking

Think I'd believe you just like that?
Found your eyes checking out my stat
Hey, don't blame me for changing a lot
But I'm no 'others', not like your slut

I'm no fool; I've known your kind
What I have is a secret for you to find
Yes, I was so stupid but I am no blind
I see you're hiding the demons behind

Sent me flowers, cards and all
To them, you're sweet and cool
To me, you look like a fool
I'll make sure you're gonna fall

Told your friends we're getting okay
Congratulations, that's what they say
Got no idea what I'd do, believe me
I high-five myself to that, mentally

Too many times you've called today
My phone run out of battery, I say
Truth is, I turned it off; I'm not guilty
Not even feeling a little bit sorry

People are nosy, they've been asking
I'm getting a headache, it's bothering
You say we're a thing, you're bluffing
I don't think that's even happening

Got notifications, guess it's the tenth
I've scanned the messages you sent
You were asking me where I went
You say you're waiting by the tent

I rolled my eyes, crawled up to bed
In the morning, I have you texted
Said your messages got delayed
That my phone last night was dead

So here you are standing before me
Got no choice, you came up early
If I knew, should've gone away
I was surprised, you embrace me

You say you love me, repeatedly
Can't help it, I feel so heavenly
Boy, the last laugh is upon me
I have won the game you play

Oops, sorry I am not sorry
Not my fault, you fell on me
Never asked you to, anyway
You came up to me so willingly

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