Poems And Poetries

Poem 9

I breathe heavily because of tiredness
I cry because of sadness
Sweat and tears doesn't seem to be different
It both shows true feelings
I would pant or breathe heavily when it comes to doing such things
I would sweat when I always enjoy myself
I would cry when it's really hard to keep it all
Yeah sweat drops easily from your face
While tears doesn't
Sweat and tears are the same because you are showing that person you're tired of their Shit
And yet you always say you're week
Sorry if I'm this stupid that I can't even make  a single sense.

Crying means dying
But why does it feel good?
And at the same time painful
I would rather die than cry from all of it
Crying is just giving you pain and relief
And dying is just giving you numbness
I don't want to feel anything yet it's normal
My love was blooming
Yet it was dying
You said you loved someone
And yet I thought that was me
You dreamt of a happy ending
But your ending was with someone else
I love you
And yet you're numb
I see you cry
And yet I just stood there.

You lie to me
And those lies hurts like knives
Knives going through my skin
And my blood would pour until it's drained,like my heart
I'm sorry for being delusional
I'm sorry for assuming that I'm the one who you fell in love with
I'm sorry if I never gave you comfort when your eyes was already glossy with tears
I'm sorry if you hear my endless sobs that echoed through your ears..
Through your brain
I'm so sorry if I'm not that person you were expecting.