Poem 34

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I want to stop breathing.
But what can I do,I'm breathing.
W

ith everyone I met.
I know I'm just a puppet.
Everyone wants me to change.
But they're the ones who should change.
I'm a cry baby.
But never try.
In my house,I'd cry.
With everyone,I don't pry.

I'm dumb.
I'm ugly.
I'm selfish.
I'm rude.
I'm everything you want to describe with negativity.
But I'd observe quietly.
I'm the opposite of what everyone would expect.
But they don't know I'm the one who judges.
I don't steal.
And my heart isn't steel.

I always smile at school.
But they don't know I'm a crying mess in my house.
I always laugh at school.
But they don't know I leave sobs in my house.
I cried at school.
But they don't know I smiled in my house.
I'm crazy.
I'm lazy.
And I'm not a friend you should expect.

Because I'm not me.

I'm not okay.

I'm me.

I'm okay.

But I will never be okay.

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