Chapter 6- Losing my mind

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Warning self harm and use of drugs and alcohol is in this chapter thanks ❤️

Demi's pov

I lay in my bed thinking about what Kehlani said she said "get You're shit together" wow I can't believe she said that I lay in my bed sobbing I get a text

Marissa- Hey Bebe I'm on my way to ur hotel is Kehlani there I want to meet her

Demi- no she's not here

Marissa- I'm at ur door I'm gonna open it

Demi- k

I type then send then I put my phone down then I hear the door open then I see Marissa she hugs me

"What's wrong" she ask while I'm sobbing into her shoulder

"Kehlani told me to get my fucking shit together" I sob

She rubs my back and holds me

"Fuck it I need a drink" I say while getting up

"No Demetria you have been sober for 6 fucking years Kehlani's right you need to get you're fucking shit together" she says

I turn red because of anger

"GET THE FUCK OUT" I scream and I try to attack her but she runs out of the hotel room

I grab a bottle of whiskey and I pour me a glass and I take a drink my phone rings I grab it

"Hello"I say

"Hey baby it's Kehlani I'll be over there" she says

"Alright" I say

I hang up the phone and I take a swig of whiskey then i turn on the tv and I take another swig I walk to the sofa and I watch tv

*5 minuets later *

I hear a knock on the door and I walk over to the door and I stand on my tippy toes and I look through the thing and I see Kehlani and I open the door she attacks  me with hugs and kisses

"Baby girl I'm so sorry" she cried while saying

"No no you're right I love you" I say

"No I was not I was mad because I couldn't get sex and I was wrong " she says

I grab her face gently, then I kiss her  she kisses me back softly and slowly

"Can I go a little farther" she ask

I nod

"Please do" I say

She kisses my neck I moan softly she sucks on my neck harshly she pulls away and leaves a hickey she pulls away

"I'm so sorry" she says

"FUCK what the fuck am I gonna do" I freak out

"Just cover it up with makeup" she says chill

"Oh my god I have a show tomorrow crap"  I say

I go to the makeup kit and I put foundation on my neck and I look in the mirror

"Oh shit baby I have to go I love you so much" she says

"Okay Baby I love you too" I say while kissing her

She grabs her stuff then leaves

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