Demi's Pov
I lay in bed and I think about my life all the wrong shit I've done all the stupid shit I've done and how much my life is really worth not just the money my life I would give all the money in the world to be happy I feel drained Kehlani left to go to the store but it feels life she left forever. I'm not worth shit I just need to die nobody would give a shit anyway. My phone rings and I grab it and it's Marissa I answer it
"Hello?" I answer
"How are you feeling Demi" Marissa asks
"I'm fine" I lie
"Can I come over" she ask
"Yeah I'm at kehlani's House" I say
"I'll be right over cya soon" she says
"Cya" I lied she will see me but not alive
I hang up
I grab a piece of paper and a pen and I start writing my suicide not
Dear whom this may concern, which is probably nobody
Kehlani I love you with all my heart I'm sorry I had to leave like this but I cannot take it anymore I hate the way I look the way I think these voices are stuck in my head I was in rehab for a long time but it didn't work I guess I couldn't be you're strong little warrior princess I'm sorry I'll always love you don't forget that can you take care of batman.
Marissa you were always my best friend through every fuck up I've done and I forced you to deal with my fucked up ass how could you even deal with my fat ass I'm the most ugliest person in the world anyway you're one of the most important person to me but I'm very sorry that I had to leave I will always love you bwestie westie.
Love Demi xoxo
I sign it then I turn on warrior on Kehlani's stereo
Go into the bathroom to find a blade I look through all the cabinets and I finally find a razor and I take the blade and I put the blade to my arm and I cut deep Marissa runs in
"Demi" she says then she runs to me and throws the blade then hugs me
"Please please give it back please please" I scream while begging and pleading
"No demi" Marissa says
"Princess I'm back" Kehlani announcing
"Kehlani in here" Marissa yells
Kehlani walks in the bathroom with her bags she sees me crying and pleading to get the blade back
And she drops her bags and Marissa moves over I start shaking
"Copy my breathing baby" Kehlani says while breathing steadily
I copy her breathing and I stop crying Kehlani grabs the suicide note and she reads it and sobs then shakes her head in disappointment then walks out of her house
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A Demi and Kehlani story
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