Chapter 16- I'm sorry pt 2

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Demi's pov

She just left

"Marissa I need to be alone" I demand

"Why So you can cut yourself no" she says

"I'm not I just need to think" I say

"Okay" she says

She walks out and sits on the bed with the door wide open but I run to the door before she can get there and I close and I lock it

"DEMETRIA LOVATO OPEN THIS DOOR" she yells

I look for the blade

"No" I scream

I look in the under the cabinet and I saw it laying on the cold hard floor

"Demi if you don't open the door I'm going to call the cops " she says calmly

I ignore her

I cut my wrist deeper and deeper till a lot of blood is flowing out my wrist

"Call them" I scream

"Please" she says softly

"I can't go back to rehab" I say

"I know baby just open the door" she says softly

I open  the door

"Please get Kehlani" I beg

"She'll come when she's ready" she says

"Please please I need her I can't live without her" I say

"Baby we need to get you help" she says

"I can't go back there please" I beg

"Demi you're sick mentally you can't keep doing this" she says gesturing to my wrist

"I fucking know that" I yells

"Well you need to motherfucking stop or you're gonna be alone" she yells

"Leave" I say

"No" she says sternly

She grabs her phone and calls 911 we sit on the bathroom floor and I just cry

"I need a ambulance" she says

I cry till the point I can't breathe

"Yeah Demetria Lovato,Thank you" she says

She hangs up the phone

"Their on their way" she says

"Please just give me my blade please I need to cut I need Kehlani I need her" I beg

"No baby girl you don't need you're blade Kehlani will come when she's ready I promise" she says

"Okay" I say

I hear sirens and then I hear a knock Marissa goes to the door and leaves me I quickly close the door and I lock it I try to find my other blade after looking for a while I finally find the blade I think of all the disappointment people felt for me and I think of Kehlani walking out and I drop the blade and I look for the gun that Kehlani hides in her bathroom and I finally find it I grab the gun and I put towards my stomach and I pull the trigger and everything starts going colorful and spinning around then everything goes black

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