Sometimes the pain hurts a lot just knowing that there was once a time where I was happy for no reason other than you being in my life now that you're gone it's pretty much the same as it was before met you with the slight feeling of a broken heart that feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest
I wish when we had a relationship I could take back not letting you kiss me or us not doing anything romantic because that stuff made me nervous and my trust issues made me think you were always lying the sad thing is I would trust you with my life now and you're the only one I see fit to talk about my problems I'm going through with and you won't answer my messages I don't know if you'll talk to me if I go up to but I'm terrified you won't because then what I'm left to cry even more by myself I'll feel alone like I have no one to go to about why I'm upset sometimes I think if I did have you back in my life I would be happy regardless of what's happening you brightened up my day by just saying hello to me I wouldn't be going through half the stuff that I am going through right now if you were here
All I can say now is how sorry I am for being the one that ruined our relationship and everything else I've ever done to you I'm so sorry and I don't expect you to forgive me
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Non-Fictiondid want to waste storage on my phone with notes so I decided to put it on here don't expect good grammar it's my feelings that I need to say but don't have the guts to
