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Wrong birth year

Doesn't it feel weird or just plain strange to you that we talk? That we get along so easily. That I don't think I could go a day without talking to you without freaking out because I'm worried you finally came to your senses and stopped talking to me. I know that you know it's wrong it's why you don't want me telling anyone even though it's completely legal. Sometimes I feel like everything will be okay it's normally whenever I'm talking to you it's like I just forget what's wrong with the situation at hand, but I guess I don't really mind that I like it when I'm so happy that everything that's not you becomes irrelevant. Although sometimes I stay up all night worrying about it all how no good will come of it or how nothing will end up right if this keeps going on or how much trouble will both be in because of our families mine would probably kill us both if not me definitely you. I'm not sure about your family you never really say much about them. With this whole thing I feel as though your using me I know I like you and I've told you seemed okay with it but you never tell me how you feel the most you do that makes me think you like me is that you always want to see me I guess because you think I'm pretty or something, but then sometimes you want other pictures nothing to scandalize just me in a bikini which I went out of my way to get just for you. But the question still remains do you like me or do you like toying with my heart. Part of me does want the answer to that, but the other part wants nothing to do with that answer I'd rather think we'll always be this close if not closer to each other later. I don't like thinking about the bad things, but eventually our little world will come crashing down the question for that is will you be there with me through it all even when I'm an absolute crying mess like I would be for you. Besides it all I could only say that I care about deeply that even if you wouldn't be there for me but hey isn't that what love does to you