I'm Lost Without You [n.h.]

Part Three

Niall got two days off the next day. On his first day off, he'd brought me to Six Flags. That was a sick place! We'd had a very fun day there. Even though some directioners and paparazzi kept spying on us.

And today on his second day off, he asked me out for dinner. He said he would take me to a luxurious restaurant. I was so happy, but then I realised I didn't bring my beautiful dress with me, only a very simple one. I didn't have a choice. I was too lazy to go shopping alone. Niall and the other boys had been going out since this morning. He said he would back tonight to pick me up.

I stared at my dress. This was my old dress. This dress might be too simple, but it looked elegant. I really loved it. Niall hadn't seen me in this dress yet.

I hoped he liked my dress.

***

I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I still looked the same in this dress. I let my brunette wavy hair fall on my back. I never wore too much make-up, so I only put the natural one on my face. I grabbed my matching bracelet with Niall's then wore it.

This was mine and Niall's first dinner after he'd gone to America about three weeks ago. I could feel the excitement in me. This would be the best night. I wanted our dinner tonight to be perfect. No paparazzi. No fans. Only Niall and me.

About to wear my necklace Niall had given me for my birthday present, I heard someone knocking on my room door. I glanced at my watch. It's 7 pm already. That must be Niall.

I walked to the door then opened it. I saw Niall standing there behind my door. He was wearing a black formal suit, but he wasn't wearing his tuxedo. He unbuttoned the first button of his white shirt and wore a black tie, but didn't tight it off. Just looked like when he was on stage performing 'I Want' on tour. He looked so hot.

Niall stared at my dress then he gave me a smile. "Wow, you look so beautiful, babe."

"Thanks," I said as I blushed. "You too."

Niall kissed my lips softly as he pushed me back into my room and closed the door.

I giggled then pulled my body away from his hug. "You ruined my lip gloss, now I have to fix it." I smirked as I walked to my dressing table to fix my lip gloss.

I saw his reflection smiled at me. He walked closer to me then he grabbed my shoulders and kissed my cheek.

"You're beautiful, darling. Just don't let make-up cover your beauty," Niall whispered in my ear.

Feeling his hot breath on my cheek, I chuckled. "Only lip gloss, babe."

Then, Niall sat on my bed. "Hurry up, babe. I'm hungry already!"

"Almost," I said as I tried to hook my necklace around my neck.

"Let me help you." Niall got up then hooked my necklace.

"Perfect." I smiled at my reflection then turned to face Niall. I pecked his lips and said, "Thanks, babe."

Niall clucked with awe. "You're perfect."

Once again, I blushed. "Are you just gonna stand there and stare at me or you’re gonna take me out for dinner?"

Niall laughed. "Eat, of course! Let's go."

***

Niall took me to a luxurious restaurant. Our table was right next to a big window. The view was awesome. I could see LA in night perfectly. The lights. The buildings. Everything looked incredibly amazing.

"It's so beautiful," I said. "I mean, look at this restaurant, this is-"

"Why do I have to look around while there's a very beautiful angel right in front of me?" Niall looked right into my eyes. "The only one who's beautiful here is you."

Because of my face became red, I turned my head away to the window. But I couldn't hide my smile because his words were undeniably sweet. "Stop it, you."

"If only you saw what I can see, you'll understand why I want you so desperately, right now I'm looking at you and I can’t believe, you don't o-oh, you don't know you're beautiful, o-oh that's what makes you beautiful..."

I stared at Niall who was smirking then he leaned across the table and kissed me softly. I just love the way he kiss me.

Suddenly, I heard someone coughed near me. We were surprised. I stopped kissing Niall then he pulled himself back. I saw five pretty girls standing next to our table with excitement.

"Hello," Niall greeted them as he smiled.

Those five girls started fangirling.

"Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh!"

"Oh my God, Niall I love you so much!"

"Please sign my iPhone case, Niall!"

"Can we take some photos??"

"Holy shit! I can't believe it! Oh my God!"

Then three of them started crying.

Niall got up from his chair. "Shh, please don't cry, babes."

My heart hurt when I heard that. Seeing your boyfriend care to other girls right in front of your own eyes, it absolutely hurt.

"I'll be right back," I said without looking at Niall then I walked away before he blocked my way.

I trotted to the restroom, but instead of walking in, I turned my body around and saw Niall with those girls walking to the balcony.

I watched them from a good spot. I could see them but they couldn't see me. I kept watching until I saw Niall giving those girls hugs and kisses on their cheeks.

***

I opened my hotel room door then I turned to face Niall.

"Thanks for tonight." I made an efford to smile but I didn't see into his eyes. I couldn't. "Good night."

Niall didn't answer, only standing there on my door. He slipped his hands in his pockets.

No one between us spoke. I looked down to the floor. I hoped he thought everything was fine then he went back to his room. I just needed time to be alone tonight.

"So," Niall's voice broke the silence, "you still don't want to tell me what's going on?"

I froze. "What-" I quickly changed my voice tone, not wanting to sound weird. "What are you talking about?"

"I know there's something wrong with you."

"What do you mean? I'm fine." I still looked down. My voice trembled because I held back my tears so they wouldn't fall down.

Niall walked over to me, lifted my chin, and looked right into my eyes. "Just by looking at you, I know there must be a problem."

I looked back into his eyes with my blurry eyes. My tears started rolling down my cheeks.

Niall startled when he saw my tears then hugged me tight. "Please just tell me. It hurts me when I see you cry," he whispered in my ear.

Then I cried on his chest. He tried to calm me down by stroking my hair lovingly, but I couldn't stop these tears. He walked me to my room and we sat on my bed. He still hugged me tightly and let me wet his shirt with my tears.

"I will order you something," Niall said. "How about hot chocolate? You like it, don't you?"

I released myself from his arms. I wiped my tears away then looked into his eyes. "I love you so much."

Niall gazed at me with confusion but then he held my hands as he replied," I love you more, babe."

My tears fell harder then I looked down, couldn't look at Niall. "But... It's not working... Me and you..."

(to be continued)