~ Key :
(Y/N) - Your Name
(L/N) - Last Name
(F/C) - Favourite Colour
(E/C) - Eye Colour
(H/C) - Hair Colour
(F/F) - Favourite Food
(F/S) - Favourite Snack
(F/D) - Favourite Drink
(N/N) - Nickname
(R/N) - Rival's Name
(R/H/C) - Rival's Hair Colour
(R/E/C) - Rival's Eye Colour
(R/L/N) - Rival's Last Name
~More To Be Added~
Chapter 16 : In The Real World Again Kinda
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Nothing From Social Media
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*+*+*+2nd Person PoV*+*+*+
You said your goodbyes to Jennie and thanked her for everything she done for you.
As you walked out you couldn't help be feel a little scared. You walked down the familiar street that had changed slightly since the day you got beat up by (Rival Name).
The street was covered with pink cherry blossoms, the sun was warm against your skin. But yet something was off.
Oh yeah.
The love of your life was gone.
A voice spoke to you,
"Don't think Negatively (Y/N)."
You looked around but found no one. Maybe you were just hearing things.
"It's Me, Jonghyun."
You smiled, "Hiya~. But uh where are you?" You looked around once more.
"Right now, I'm in your head. But it's safe I can appear to you."
"Oh that's cool!"
"Yeah, I'll talk to you later! I have more people to look over~"
You laughed, "Okie~ Baii!"
You finally reached your house, you unlocked the door. You stepped inside, nothing had changed you went to hospital.
Your parents were away, thank goodness.
They still hurt you, just not as much anymore because now they have jobs which requires them to leave for different countries, you honestly didn't mind.
You went into your room, the room was full of anime/Kpop/Aphmau etc merchandise. You smiled to yourself, being a fangirl was nice. Your room was never bare or plain now.
You think back to last year, during the summer Gene left, you couldn't function properly. You somehow ended up on Crunchyroll. (A lot of Anime shiteu coming up, no hate pls x)
You started watched Assassination Classroom, you just couldn't stop. The characters meant too much to you.
You started to fall in love with anime, the characters filled the hole in your life.
You got your laptop out, you watched Assassination Classroom once more. Karma came onto the screen and you began screaming, "Anjdjfksj Oh my god I missed you my love!"
You stared at the characters with admiration, yes they weren't real but, they were always there for you.
They were there for you when others weren't.
It was bond that wouldn't ever break.
It was so strange how something that isn't real can change your emotions and opinions so quickly.
Sometimes you forget about the world around you, everything becomes distant. If you could thank every voice actor, animator, director etc, you would.
Sometimes we don't realise how much we depend on fictional people, but they don't depend on us.
People say that this is an obsession, an addiction; Relying on people that don't exist but, that doesn't matter.
Life is like a game, you can either win or lose.
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You rewatch the episode about Koro-Sensei's death, you clutch the box of tissues that was almost done by now.
The ending. Probably either the worst part or best part of anything.
Tears still streaked down your face, you didn't feel good. All the crying made you feel empty. You typed 'Free!'
Free! was one of your favourite anime's, you didn't really like sporty anime's at first but you soon got really into it.
Haru's beginning speech about water always got to you. He was so passionate, but you lost that.
Being passionate about something left you a long time ago, deep down in your heart, you were longing to find passion again.
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{🌼} Author's Note~
Okay so I totally forgot to continue writing this book, but anyways this chapter is dedicated to People that are more into anime than Kpop hehe. I don't watch Aphmau anymore but I don't want to discontinue this book because I want to work on the characters more. But anyways there's a character coming back in the next chapter ;3
{💎} Qotc ~ How many more days/months/weeks til your summer break?
{☀️} PA ~ 3 weeks! This year has went by so fast for me 😂
~R✨🇮🇪☘️
☀️Written on ~ 01/06/18☀️
☀️1st of June 2018☀️
🌼Published On ~ 02/06/18🌼
🌼2nd of May 2018🌼
-Word Count 635-
{Without Authors Note}
~✔️Edited✔️~
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