Will Life Be The Same Without You? {Sequel To : If You Only Knew}

~Chapter 24~

~ Key :

(Y/N) - Your Name
(L/N) - Last Name
(F/C) - Favourite Colour
(E/C) - Eye Colour
(H/C) - Hair Colour
(F/F) - Favourite Food
(R/N) - Rival's Name
(R/H/C) - Rival's Hair Colour
(R/E/C) - Rival's Eye Colour
(R/L/N) - Rival's Last Name

~More To Be Added~

Chapter 24 : Trapped

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Music ~ Simon Says
Artist/s ~ NCT 127
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+*+*+*+2nd person POV*+*+*+*

You were still in this heaven like place. You huffed loudly at the table you were at. You didn't know what to say, and it seemed Yoongi, Jungkook and Jimin didn't know either.

After you fell, you had collapsed, they had woken you up somehow. This awkward silence was starting to kill you.

You decided to speak up, "Um I heard everything."

The boys exchanged worried glances, until one of them spoke up.

"How much do you remember?" Jimin asked.

You couldn't remember everything but one thing that jumped in your mind was a book.

"I remember a book?"

Jungkook spoke up this time, "W-What about the book do you remember?"

"Nothing. All I remember is a book. I think Jin mentioned something about bad luck? I'm not sure." You laughed awkwardly.

"Aha yes. Just bad luck. Don't worry." Yoongi said, it was obvious he was lying and that worried you.

"You're lying! Please tell me the truth!" You said, raising your voice slightly.

They exchanged looks once again, "We can't (Y/N).."

You were starting to get frustrated, "Please! I'm confused, it's starting to hurt."

Jungkook spoke in a calming voice as he tried to reason with you, "(Y/N), you need to understand, that it's for your own good."

You shyly meet his eyes, "But I just want know for what reasons I'm in this book for."

Jimin awkwardly cleared his throat, "I think you already know. You don't need to see the book."

It was obvious that Jimin was lying too. He nibbled his bottom lip and avoided eye contact with you.

You got annoyed, "Jimin. What's the book actually for."

"We can't tell you that either."

"Ugh! Then what can you tell me? Is everything just a lie then? Please! I just want to know why this book is so important!" You said, your eyes got watery. You couldn't handle it, you turned and ran away to wherever your feet would take you.

~💜~

You had finally had stopped running, it felt like you were running for years. You had stopped in front of a lake, you looked up and it was night time. The sky was full of stars, that glistened.

You don't why you reacted the why you did, but it was probably because you were sick of being lied to.

You had to stop and take a breath of the fresh air that calmed you down. You heard footsteps behind you, you didn't turn around hoping they would walk away.

You felt someone sit beside you on the slightly cold grass. You hesitantly looked up.

"Yoongi.." You whispered.

He looked back at you with his usual monotone face, but his eyes sparkled.

"Do you really want to know about The Book?" He asked, looking forwards at the lake.

"Yes!"

He let out a long sigh, "I don't know if I'll be removed from being a Guardian Angel but oh well."

I patiently waited for him to continue.

"The Book, is a book where us, guardian angels, check our humans future. The Book is the future of mentally unstable humans. If they have a bad future we try to help them, if they have a good future we still help them. If The Book is left opened, the guardian angels' humans futures will be cursed.

If a human comes here when The Book is left open and finds out their future, they get cursed. But luckily an non-guardian angel can't open The Book but they can't close it either.

To remove a curse, a higher guardian angel has to do some magic or something to weaken or remove the curse. If the human that the curse is put on is here, they have to stay here until it's weaken or removed. If they're not here, then they're cursed on earth."

I try to process everything that Yoongi said.

"So I'm stuck here until this curse is weakened or removed?"

He laughs dryly, "Pretty much, Yeah."

"Why does this book curse everything so much?"

Yoongi lazily shrugs his shoulders, "That's one thing I don't actually know."

"So who's the higher guardian angel weakening my curse?"

"Either Jin or Jonghyun."

I nod, letting the silence take over.

~💜~

Yoongi had left after Jonghyun joined us. Jonghyun and I were sitting on grass, the silence was quiet but it was comforting.

I let out a deep breath.

"What's wrong?"

"How did you know that something was wrong?"

He smiled sadly, and said, "I just know."

I played with the hem of my sleeve awkwardly, "It's silly."

"Whatever it is. No it's not."

I finally broke down and let everything spill out, "I'm tired. I changed for this person. I lost myself. I lost who I really was. All I cared about was getting good grades, but he didn't want good grades. So in my mind, if he didn't need good grades then neither did I."

Jonghyun listened to you, intently.

You continued, "I just followed him, I didn't think for myself. I don't know who I am anymore. I was suddenly so jealous of everyone he spoke to. I didn't eat for a while, I changed how I looked. I didn't like myself. But I forced myself to, but I thought I loved him."

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Author's Note {🤩}
woW, it's been 2 months? whOops. Anyways sorry about that, my mental stability has completely slipped. and i fell out with my best friend because of this bitch that she calls a friend 🤢 ew I don't like her but what can ya do 💀😂💞 I'm playing to update the crush x reader book more than this one so go hop on that book's dick 😔🤙🏼❤️

💖Written on ~ 27/12/18💖
💖27th Of December 2018💖

🌟Published On ~ 20/02/19🌟
🌟20th of February 2019🌟

-Word Count 944-

~✔️Edited✔️~