Hopeless State Of Mind

Existence.

I'm merely alive to support
And comfort people.
I've never experienced
Care,
Love
Or comfort
Before.
Never in my 16 years of life.
I guess that's why I'm here
In this fucked up
World though?
I mean,
I want the people around me
To feel what I've never felt.
I want them to have someone
Care for them,
And love them,
Something I have yet
To experience.
I guess when i
Was being crafted,
I was given
Too much compassion
& emotion.
That's why I use them
So often,
So I can drain them and
Free myself from
The endless cycle
Of used and abused.

I'm barely keeping myself alive
Just so others can feel more love
Than I've ever known.