Expect something different, real, and straight to the point. I'm sick of all the X fanfics that include hella friends and unnecessary stuff. I just want to know whats going on with the girl and the guy tbh. If you're the same way, this story is for...
There's no doubt in my mind that I have feelings for Ang. I haven't had a gf in years though. I just been messin around. In years, I haven't been properly loved or nurtured. I'm just hoping I can be a good boyfriend, a loyal one.
I had a show in Florida tonight. Afterwards, I just ate, talked to Ang, and slept. My guys used to always bring me girls after a show, now I don't even ask them to. Don't get me wrong there's girls all around me but I just sorta stay to myself.
I don't think she truly knows how I feel about her. I'm bad at actions, and words, hopefully she can just see my heart in the midst of me trying to get better at that stuff.
(POV over)
2 days later.
Boyfriend 🖤 FaceTime...
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When X and I FaceTime we literally go on for hours about theories, our childhoods, our family, and our problems. I don't think he realizes how much of a release that is for me. I've wished for someone like this. I've found my weirdo ♥️
He's also hella silly, like me. He repeatedly tells me how amazing, beautiful, and essential I am. He also stresses that I'm all those things with or without him. So if things were to go left, I shouldn't ever feel like he takes all that with him. Can you say daddy? 😜 , 😂 let me stop.
The shit seriously feels like a dream, but super feasible in a way as well.
I was so tired from work I came home and crashed. I feel so well rested after that nap. Right as I begin to preheat the oven I get a text from X, well Jahseh, my boyfriend, damn!
My boyfriend 🖤now I sent you something in the mail. Says it was delivered today.
