We weren't supposed to break up part 1 #3490
I fucking loved you. Popping pills, the Ferrari is an illusion of my dream it's not real, just like our love was a fantasy, you calling exes more than me you never called at all, disappearing, hearing fake shit from you, you had too much stress on your chest, also lied about him...tried to get you back but you wanted someone else over me. You said you weren't ready for a relationship....was that really the after the shit you do....you always want someone who doesn't give a f*ck about you...couldn't amount to shit knowing you weren't it, you weren't the one for her....went to a corner store thinking about you days after our break up yet couldn't tell you this. Made you too upset to even recognize it. Tried moving on it didn't work, shit hurts. I don't believe in the alter alone, I believe mary took on those stones people were throwing her like you were with me, aiming endlessly at me with hatred in your eyes when i fucking loved you. You would give it up all for him.
