Destructive brotherhood

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People write about happiness and melancholy
I write about sadness and the unholy
Playing a game of monopoly
My brother showed to be overholy

They say blood is thicker than water
I'm taken for granted as a daughter
Where is my laughter?
My life is now totally sour

I've lost the passion of living
My heart is on the verge of dying
Why am I even breathing
Oh God, please am leaving

You taught me to be nice to others
I felt like I had the best brother
Yet I couldn't surrender
And I found no courage protecting my elder sister

I felt totally guilty
No one could defined the word sadly
I felt like a murderer trying to kill him badly
Yet, he got out of my thoughts happily

Do we even call that family ?
I guess there's no time for solidarity
Together we form a broken family
That found no ways and no good strategy

Turning off completely
I almost felt so guilty
Nevertheless I couldn't even voice out properly
All I could do is watching those violent scenes feeling guilty

I had enough of it
My life felt like a bin
Crashed into my own skin
There's no way for me to win

-Myriam

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