You were with her
You were no more my spur
Our love became blur
Until I gave up cause you suckShe was more important than me
She was your girlfriend to be
I've watched you smiling at her
Again you were no more my spurYou were with her
Her love was better
I cried until my heart aches
And now it's going on for daysI'm sorry for not being as beautiful as her
I'm sorry for not being as slim as her
I'm sorry for not being as intelligent as her
I'm so sorry for not being herYou wanted someone better
Perhaps I was no more stronger
To take these words and fight against her
I was no more myself, since you were with herI cried and I'm still crying
How can I be so dumb and fighting
I'm fighting with my own self
Wanting to explore happiness within myselfI just had a nightmare, fucking nightmare
You were kissing her , and that killed my spur
My love for you was still in the zone
But you thought I was totally goneI still want to see you, smile at you,
I still want to feel those lips and stare at you
I'm sorry for not being her
I need a new spurA new spur that will value myself
A new spur that will not make me cry the fuck out of myself
A new spur to hold me tight
Until our love will grow bright-Myriam
CZYTASZ
Invisible Pain #Wattys2018
PoezjaEYHO WINNER- GENRE POETRY Could an invisible pain worth a happiness gain? This poetry book is entitled to highlight real life situations where one is locked up in his/her own body and soul. Certainly it consists of how happiness turned into darkne...