The Way It Was (NCT x Reader)

Chained

Renjun P.O.V

"CHENLE DON'T JUST STAND THERE! CALL THE NURSE, HURRY!!" I yell at him making him snapped back to reality and quickly run out off the room

I stare at her wrist while grabbing my hair with full of stress and cries

What should I do.. what SHOULD I DO!!

I grab the curtains, torn them and quickly wrap it to her wrist..

I can hear her hissing weakly..

"Renjun.... just... stop...." she said with a weak smile and voice

"Stop? You want me to STOP?! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING (Y/N)! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU TELL ME PLEASE!!" I said to her while crying hardly

She just holds my hand weakly with her eyes letting out some tears with a weak stare

"What's the point of living.... if you.... end up getting chained at the end... as well......" she said with a very weak tone

"Chained? WHO DID THIS TO YOU (Y/N)!! WHO CHAINED YOU! Just tell me and we'll finish this together! Just please... don't leave....." I cried hard while putting her hand in front of my mouth

Then I take a glance at her again..

Smiling... with her eyes slowly closing...

"Nonononono!!! STAY WITH ME! PLEASE!! DON'T LEAVE US (Y/N)!!" I shake her shoulder and holds her cheeks

No... please don't.... the time you came in the dorm.. to my life.. you made my days more brighter than usual.. I don't want to lose you... my love

Please...

Don't take my sunshine....

"Please...."

".....I love you (y/n)..." I hug her head by placing it beside my neck

"Pabo......" I hear her whisper

"Mister please get out immediately!! We'll take her now!!" Suddenly the nurse and doctor came in

I release (y/n) to her bed and they quickly take her out of the room

"Gege..." Chenle said beside me

I just ignore him by drowning through my deep sadness and slowly goes down to my knees.. crying hard..

"Gege...." I hear Chenle calls me again

I take a small glance at him and he's shaking.. his hands trembling with his breath a bit tight..

"S-she'll be okay right.... she'll be okay... yeah... sh-she will be... and always be... right.. gege?" He said with this frighten smile towards me

I slowly stand up and pats his back weakly..

-time skip-

Thankfully (y/n) survived from that tragedy and blood loss she had, They need more blood for her so they asked some and one of us volunteered.. but we didn't know who it was because it was private...

The scene of her in blood is still playing on my head... it scares me...

"Hey, you okay?" Suddenly Kun gege pats my back from my side

"Y-yeah.. I-I mean no.... no no I'm fine- I-I..."

Then I feel a hug from him

"Sorry.. shouldn't have asked you that..." he said and ruffles my hair slowly

I stare blankly before I cried silently with Kun gege still comforting me

"Gege.. I want to ask something.." we part each other