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@felixlee231
July 8,  2017- 2:31 am

Me:

Rumours spread like wildfire

That became obvious to us the more we hung out

and because you were you...

Well...

Everyone talked about... us?

I remember walking past people with you and all I would hear was them cheering you on

"Felixxx"

"Ayy brooo"

It kind of pissed me off

Like idk I felt like I was looked at like some sort of possession or whatever

An object?

All I know was I wasn't the biggest fan of it all

And I felt like the only way to stop hearing all these annoying ass comments like

"Are you dating Felix?"

Or "when will he ask you out?"

The way all that would stop

Would be if I just ignored you

But obviously I couldn't do that

So I just stopped making as much physical contact

It felt more like a punishment to myself

I stopped hugging you as much

I stopped laughing and leaning onto you if I laughed too hard

I stopped resting my head on your shoulder

I stopped playing with your hair

I stopped connecting your freckles

I stopped doing all the things I loved to do

Just because I was affected by what people said

Note to self, don't give a fuck about people's opinions

Obviously doing such things had an effect

Because even though we hung out everyday

The laughter started slowly fading

And we slowly became two people who just sat next to each other asking the same question again and again

"What?"

I would say because I sometimes caught you staring at me

And of course whenever you'd look away I'd take it as an opportunity to look at you

And you'd ask the same thing

"What?"

Btw guys I just want you to remember that this isn't a reader x Felix AU it's just a girl talking to her ex best friend. If you want to imagine it as you and Felix uhhh go ahead ;)