Wait bidding Adieu - Shraman OS Series

Tanhaiyaan

Sab kehte hai ki Pyaar Zindagi hai. Par ye koi nahi bolta ki Pyaar Dard hai, ya Barbadi hai, ya Zakhm... Khair, sab ek hi to hai.
Mumma, please help me! Mujhe ye shakti do ki main kissi aur se pyaar na kar pau. Main firse koi jaan nahi le paungi. Thak chuki hu main. Ye zindagi se, apne aap se.

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"Nanu, please aap jaiye Mami k saath. Aap waha acche rahenge. Please Nanu, please go. Main aapko aise aur nahi dekh sakti"

"Suman, sach bol. Main ek bojh hu na tere liye?"

"Agar ye sunkar aap America jaoge, to ha, hai aap ek bojh mere liye. Main nahi chahti hu ki aap yaha mere pass rahe. Please Nanu, ab to jaiye."

"Pata nahi Suman kyu tu aise kar rahi hai. Thik hai. Jaise tu chahti hai, main yaha se chala jaunga. Kal flight hai na? Mera samaan pack kar ke de. Par tu kya khush reh payegi akele?"

Suman chuckled. "Main kaha aur kab khush thi jo ab khush rahungi?"

"Matlab?"

"Kuch nahi. Aise hi."

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"Hello, Shravan beta, kaisa hai tu?"

"Thik hu Nanaji. Aap kaise hai? Aur Sumo?"

"Bhagwan ke kripa se ab bhi zinda hu. Ja raha hu yaha se. America."

"Par Nanaji, Sumo?"

"Pata nahi. Akele khoyi si rehti hai. Khana nahi khati, soti nahi. Sirf kaam karti hai. Akelepan se darte hai par akele se pyaar karne lagi hai. Darr lagta hai uske liye beta. Tu usse baat karega? Samjha na usse, aur dekh na wo kyun aise kar rahi hai."

"Par Nanaji.... "

"Please beta, apne Nanaji k liye na sahi, apne pyaar k vaaste to baat kar. Pyaar karta hai na mere Suman se?"

"Ha. Bohot. Shayad sabse zyada."

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I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.
I don't love Shravan.

"Ok, 10 times over for today. Carry on Sumo, you can do it. Ek minute, main Sumo nahi. Suman hu. Ha, Suman hu main."

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"Hello."

"Hello, Sumo?"

"Kaun?"

"Bhool gayi mujhe? Arre Shravan. Tera Shravan."

"Kaun Shravan?"

"Sumo, are you serious?"

"Excuse me, mai Suman. I don't know any Sumo or Shravan."

"Par pehle to baat kar rahi thi tu, I called you Sumo just as you received this call. Pehle kyu nahi bola ki tu Sumo nahi hai...... Hello???? Hello..."

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Mumma, kyu Shravan mujhe call kar raha hai? Tell him not to call me. Main phirse ye bhool nahi karungi. Shravan ko khatra hai. Agar mai usse bhi pyaar karne laga, to wo bhi......... Nahi nahi. Aisa nahi ho sakta. Wo jaha bhi ho, khush ho. Mera kya! Akelapan mujhse judaa jo nahi hota!!