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【️Chapter IX】️

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Jeonghan's

February 14 2019

I'ts been a year since Joshua and I broke up. And Seungcheol and I are together now. Oo kami na, niligawan n'ya ako last year and sinagot ko naman s'ya.

To be honest hanggang kaibigan lang ang tingin ko kay Seungcheol, pero sinagot ko s'ya para maka move on kay Jisoo... I don't know kung tama ba o hindi ang desisyon ko eh.

Pero kahit papano, napapasaya naman ako ni Seungcheol. Kaya nagpapasalamat ako dahil may kaibi-- boyfriend ako na kagaya n'ya.

I need to forget about Jisoo. I need to erase him in my mind tutal ako naman 'tong nakipag hiwalay pero ba't 'di ko mapanindigan?

Oo hanggang ngayon sinisisi ko ang sarili ko kung ba't naghiwalay kami ni Jisoo, Oo mahal ko parin s'ya 'til now. Pero s'ya hindi na n'ya 'ko mahal.

Oo ang tanga tanga ko. Nine years na sana kami ngayon. Dumaan na't lahat 'ng trahedya sa buhay ko 'di ko parin s'ya nakakausap.

His birthday passed, and I didn't call. And then the cold came, dark days, when fear crept in my mind. He gave me all his love and all I gave him was goodbye.

"Hannie?"

"Seungcheol?"

"Oh ba't naiyak ka nanaman? Is it because of Jisoo?"

"S-sorry Cheol."

"I see, I'ts because of him. Mahal na mahal mo talaga si Joshua no."

"Cheol mahal din naman kita eh, I'm sorry."

"Nope, okay lang."

"I'm sorry kung lagi kong iniisip si Jisoo kahit and'yan ka sa tabi ko cheol, hindi ko maiwasan eh."

"Okay lang yun Jeonghan. Tandaan mo andito ako para sayo, at para pasayahin ka. I'm here for you Jeonghan, and I will always be."

"Thank you."

"So ano ang gusto mo Hannie? Gusto mo kain tayo? Since Valentines naman ikaw na mamili."

"Late night walks Cheol."

"Sige kunin ko lang coat ko ha, oh ikaw mag doble ka 'ng coat mo, lamigin ka pa naman."

"Oo Cheol, salamat."

Late night walks. My first late night walk without the presence of the man that I love. The man that I truly love.

"Jeonghan, 'di ka ba nagugutom? Hindi pa tayo nakain 'ng dinner oh baka malipasan tayo 'ng gutom. Lets go eat first."

"Cheol... h-hindi ako g-gutom."

"Jeonghan. You need to eat, let's go."

"Anong gusto mo Han? Kahit konti lang please kumain ka."

"Ahh kahit ano nalang. Seungcheol pwede ba na I-take out nalang natin? Hindi pa talaga ako gutom."

"Haaays. Sige na nga, tara lakad muna tayo baka eventually magutom ka, bumili muna ako 'ng chicken barbecue."

"Seungcheol...."

"Hmm?"

"Puwede ba'ng mayakap ka?"

"Oo naman."

I cried. Hindi ko na kayang mag panggap na mahal ko s'ya as a lover. Mahal ko si Seungcheol pero hanggang kaibigan lang talaga.

"What's wrong?"

"......."

"Jeonghan tell me what's wrong, I'm your boyfriend, you need to tell me what's wrong."

"I don't wanna hurt you."

"So.........

Are you breaking up with me?"

"Cheol..."

"I understand, we can stay friends naman diba."

"Ba't parang ang saya mo pa? Cheol? Minahal mo ba 'ko?"

"O-oo naman no!"

"You didn't."

"I did as a friend."

"Pero ba't mo 'ko niligawan?"

"A-ano kasi...gutom na 'ko tara--

"Answer my question Seungcheol."

"Because..."

"Because what!?"

"Joshua told me to."

"Ano!?"

"Saglit lang ah"

"Seungcheol wait!"

"Ughm excuse me?"

I look around at tinignan kung sino yung nagsalita. Babae s'ya and she looks middle aged woman.

"Po?"

"Would you like to audition at Pledis Entertainment?"

"P-para saan po?"

"Well for future celebrities, I am Ms. Seo executive secretary ng Ceo ng Pledis Entertainment, here call me, I am expecting you by tomorrow para mag audition tawagan mo ako ha."

I nodded and she left. Pfft ano naman gagawin ko dun? Wala naman akong talent. Dapat si Seungkwan, Jun or si Seungcheol ang pinag audition eh.

PLEDIS ENTERTAINMENT?

Interesting.....

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