Tears Of Love - Amy's Endeavor (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 4

"Nakakagago naman talaga oo.." Myla looked at me and cursed when she noticed that I was looking at Ricky and Joan.

Napansin siguro nina Joan at Ricky na may nakatingin sa kanila kaya sila tumingin kung saan kami nakatayo. Mukhang nagulat din silang makita kami sa entrance ng shop. They didn't even think na may makakakita sa kanila dito?

My legs are trembling but my body felt nothing, I can't feel my body, I felt numb. Nakakamanhid ang ganitong bagay. Paulit-ulit nalang ba?

"You don't deserve this, Amy. We should go home." Myla whispered to me. Of course I don't deserve any of these!

My legs are still trembling. "Kakausapin ko sila." Ngunit iba ang lumabas sa bibig ko. Kahit ako ay nagulat sa sinabi ko.

Tumitig si Myla sa akin na para bang hindi siya pabor sa sinabi ko. "No!" She shook her head. "Let's go home; you will talk to him later."

"Hindi, ngayon na, I won't make a scene.." I told her. "Please, just let me talk to them."

"At anong sasabihin mo sa kanila?" She asked. Seryoso ang mga tingin na pinupukol niya sa'kin.

But before I can say anything back to Myla, nakita kong hinila ni Joan si Ricky palapit sa amin. Of course they can't just ignore us. I am Ricky's wife.

"I'm happy to see you here, Myla." sabi ni Joan, malawak ang ngiti niyang nakatingin sa kasama ko. Samantalang ako ay nakatingin sa kanilang dalawa.

Nakita ko kung paano nag iwas ng tingin si Ricky. Bakit hindi nalang niya ako tignan para maramdaman ko talaga ang sakit at nang magising ako sa katotohanan?

"Well, I'm sorry but I'm not happy to see you here, Joan. But I'm surprised to see you here, Kuya." Myla said sarcastically, she was obviously mad.

Joan's undoubtedly hurt because she didn't say any word again. I don't t think I can still take this, I want to run away from them but I can't move. Both of my feet are pinned on the floor. Ang duwag ko pala talaga.

"R-Ricky, uwi na tayo." I didn't know where I got the courage and strength to say those words.

Tumingin sila lahat sa akin, kahit si Myla ay parang nagulat sa sinabi ko.

Tumingin si Ricky sa akin at kay Myla. "Mauna na kayo."

I closed my eyes because he just lacerated my heart again.

"Ay talaga ba? Sama naman kami kung saan kayo. " Myla mumbled sharply but she's smirking.

I looked at her, is she serious? Gusto niyang sumama kami sa dalawang ito? Gusto ko lang silang kausapin kanina pero hindi ko gusto ang sinabi ni Myla. We can't go with them!

Nobody talked for a while, I'm just staring at Ricky but he's avoiding my eyes.

"So ano?" Myla asked as she shrugged her shoulders, she's waiting for any response from Ricky.

Joan looked at Ricky. Is she asking permission from him?

"Well, yeah, sure! Why not?" Joan answered.

"Ay! Masaya to!" pasigaw na sabi ni Myla pero kitang kita sa mukha niya ang galit at inis. I know she's just clearing the air between us.

Nilagpasan kami nina Joan at Ricky, hindi ako makagalaw kaya hinila ako ni Myla.

"Show them you're not affected." she murmured and she rolled her eyes.

"But I am.." I honestly told her.

"No, you're not." bulong ni Myla at nagsimula ng maglakad. "Let's go!"

We followed Ricky and Joan. Hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko. Pakiramdam ko ay sinasaktan ko ang sarili ko dahil sa pagsunod naming sa kanila. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang plano ni Myla.