My First Friend (Curiosity Didn't Kill My Cat)

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Her name was Tabby, 

and she was fearless. 

Pointed stare, pointed ears, pointed flair. 

My first friend.

She died on stainless steel,

laid out like a queen. 

The medical table

matched her grey matted fur.

Pressed my fingers to her belly,

white as snow.

Bobbing up 

and down,

last breaths

spent 

watching me from above. 

Goodbye, my love. 


Curiosity didn't kill my cat,

cancer did. 

And from its keen sting, I got my first bite of death,

its aftertaste present 

while teenaged me slumped in the backyard

alone,

listening 

to the birds she'd want to chase. 

Remembering

the times we'd play games,

the secrets I whispered

in those pointed ears,

perky whiskers brushing my cheek 

as I kissed hers. 

She purrs

as I stroke matted fur,

her tail white as snow.

Bobbing up

and down, 

grieving memories replayed

for weeks

and months,

becoming years. 


No longer a child,

I walk to her grave in the backyard,

where grass and sunlight and sentiment gathers.

And now

I only see good despite the end. 

Her name was Tabby. 

She was my first friend. 




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