The New Boy

A/N - very important

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So, if you guys haven't already noticed, I haven't been updating this story nearly as much as I used to and I'm very sorry for that. I feel as if I should let you guys know why. I'm getting the courage to talk about this and tell all of you because of Connor Franta's very brave and good decision regarding his happiness. If you haven't already heard, go watch his new video on Our2ndLife

Anyways, I don't really know how to explain this, but I've been a very unhappy person this past year and recently my depression has been getting worse. I'm to the point where I want to kill myself. I honestly don't see any light in my life and don't see how I can go on.

It has been getting extremely hard to do things lately, even the stuff I love the most like soccer. I haven't found joy in anything anymore and every thought that comes to my mind has been negative.

I hope you guys understand that it's difficult for me to update even though if have lots of extra time. I love you all, thank you so much for reading this. ❤️