Fallen (Phan) *slow updates*

Chapter three ~ Behind The Lens

A/n sorry about the random update times, but I am trying to get this story down as quick as I can, and I have so many ideas. Bear with me now, but I'm not even sure if anyone even likes my story. Comments are loved!!! Along with suggestions!!! Stay sugary, my cookies!!

"Dan come downstairs! This dinner isn't going to get any warmer!" My mom called, straining to get her voice to be heard up the stairs through my room. I'm going to watch that video after dinner, I tell myself. I just need to know what he is going to say! What if it's something that he wanted to tell me? No, that's stupid, why would someone so wonderful like someone like me? I started to head downstairs, deep in thought. It was then that I realized I hadn't done any of my homework, even though I only had some maths to do since it was just the first day of school. "So, how's the homework coming along?" My mom asked while scooping some food on my plate.

"Pretty good, I don't have that much to do anymore." I answered. Technically it wasn't that big of a lie, it just want the full truth.

"Its good to hear that, dear. Do you need any help?" She asked while sitting down at the kitchen table and beconing me to join her.

I took my usual place at the table directly across from her. "No, I think I've got it. There are only a few simple equations left, I think I can handle them. Thanks for the offer, though." I say.

"Oh it's nothing, honey, now eat your dinner."

»time skip - after dinner«

As soon as my plate is clean, I rush upstairs. Watching Phil's video was the only thought in my mind the entire time. I quickly find it again and hit play.

"Hey guys!" Phil's voice fills the air as he lifts up his hand and smiles at the camera. I can't help but chuckle at how cute he is. Before I know it, it is four in the morning and I have watched all of his videos on YouTube. And there's more school tomorrow. Wonderful.

"I might as well get some sleep" I mumble to myself while yawning. Wow, I really need to get to bed. I strip into my boxes and slip under the duvet and fall fast asleep.

»»Phil««

"Thanks for the ride, Jess. You're the best!" I say to Jess before hopping out of her car which is stopped in my old driveway.

"You're welcome and I know!" She says back, breaking into a smile. "See ya tomorrow lion!" She giggles and starts to back out of the driveway while I just stand there waving until I can't see her car anymore. She hasn't called me lion in a while, I wonder why she said it today? She used to say that to me every day but then randomly stopped, claiming it was immature. It's a shame really, I like that nickname. Mainly because lions are my favorite animals. I turn around and start walking to my apartment, which is about ten minutes away. It's a shame I don't live here anymore, but my landlord kicked me out when he walked in and saw me and my ex boyfriend Duncan kissing when he did one of his infamous 'surprise inspections'. After all the yelling telling me and Duncan that we will go to hell for our actions because, as he claimed at the time and still does now, homosexuality is a 'sin'. I decided to live with Duncan while I tried to get back on my feet, but after a month we realized we had grown tried of each other, and things between us quickly stopped. I got this horrible apartment and started making videos to get over the sadness and feelings of worthlessness that followed my attitude after that. Since then I have been keeping it a secret for two years, but I can't bring myself to tell Jess.

I turn on my iPod and start blasting muse while I start the  walk to my apartment.

"Well well well, who do we have here?" Someone says behind me. I almost don't catch what they say, but I am able to turn my music off before they say anything else. "Do my eyes deceive me or is this really the truly amazing Phil?"

Now that I don't have any music clouding my hearing, it is easy to identify the annoying voice that is trying to talk to me. "Yeah, what do you want Becky?" I say, turning around to face the devil herself.

She grabs my arm suddenly and draws herself up to my ear so she can whisper without worrying about anyone trying to overhear us. "I want you." She tells me, the three words I did not see coming in a thousand years. Then, without any warning, she uses her hand and tilts my head to the side so she can kiss me. I try to resist it, thinking only about my love for the brown haired boy that this cheater is calling hers. Suddenly, I hear the snap of a camera. I push her away as fast as I can, and sprint back to my apartment, hoping she didn't follow me here. I check the window only to see the empty porch in front of me. Good. I need to tell what just happened to someone.

I unlocked my apartment and went inside, getting my camera and my tripod, and set them up in front of my bed.

"Hey guys! So, something weird just happened to me today..."

I shot the video and edited it quickly. Usually it takes longer, but since the video was just about the strangest and most disgusting event that has ever happened to me, there wasn't much to edit in or out. I uploaded it to YouTube and left to go get myself a snack from the kitchen. So what if I didn't tell anyone in person, it was pretty much the same thing.

»»Dan««

It was now one in the morning and I had just watched the last of Phil's videos. I was just about to go to bed when I refreshed the page, and a new video popped up. I clicked on it immediately, not bothering to read the title, but in hindsight I really should have.

I was in shock when the video ended. Not only did Becky kiss Phil (which I knew would happen sooner or later) but Phil hated it! I think I might have a chance! I was so happy I went to sleep immediately.

When my alarm sounded, telling me to get up, I was excited to see Phil. But then I remembered Becky.

My phone started to vibrate, telling me that someone was trying to call me. I looked at the caller id and saw Becky Bollens. Speak of the devil. I accepted the call and raised the phone to my ear.

"Hey boo, how is your morning going?" She asked me, her voice as repulsive as ever.

"Quite interesting, actually. You see, someone told me that you kissed someone that wasn't your boyfriend." I say calmly, looking forward to the steering that was about to come.

"I-I have no clue what you're talking about." She says, lying through her teeth.

"I think we should break up." I say smiling so wide that the Cheshire cat would be jealous.

"O-ok." She says, defeated. I hang up and first pump the air. I haven't been happier in my life.