Words.
All i hear right now are words.
not sure who's voice , where am i even?
i'm a lonely soul in the middle of the dark
i'm scared
i dont know where i am
im scared
i want to return to where i once felt safe
i can't remember anything
not who i am
not where i am
not where i'm from
not how to return to the light i once underestimated and treated it normally when it was so precious and so...marvelous
its so dark
so lonely
"im here for you" a whisper spreads in my head
how are you here for me when i cant even see you?
who even are you
where did you come from?
where did i come from
i'm just realizing my existence
wait what ?
i take a break from thinking and...
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i am again aware and existing
i hear a sobbing
where are all these sound coming from?
why is it so dark
where am i?
why am i in the dark? i remember being in the light and feeling safe
i promise ill be more greatful but please take me back there
i feel a warmth
is that whoever it is i am calling? listening? and responding? is it? please be it.
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i dont know how long it has been
or how the hell i know the concept of time since i haven't known anything else since i started waking up. is it really called waking up? i remember waking up to light. i don't know how i know that but i do. familiar voices keep echoing through my head. telling me they're here and they're doing their best, that they're trying to stay strong for me and i should too, i don't think they know i can hear them, they keep repeating the same phrase when they want to talk to me "i don't know if you hear me but..." who are they ? and why wouldn't i be able to hear them? i'm so eager to know who they are. maybe one day i will
i hope that day is near
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a voice "wakes me up" , i'm not taking the phrase wake up until i see the light , the light i treated to carelessly, the light i'm dying to feel, to see.
anyways , the voice , i so eagerly want to know who it is , or what it is , i feel it might be like me , i feel like all the voices share a connection , it's weird, but i like it , it makes me feel less alone.
i need to learn what it is , whats the connection , i know its within me , i just do, i can feel it.
that's when my miracle happens
that's when i felt the light , that's when i saw it , that's when a feeling of joy spread , i am shocked at the vocabulary i have, i didn't know what joy felt, but it felt suitable.
as the dark was lifted and replaced with light , i felt a cold breeze , i was in a white room. as i look around i notice i cannot move alone , a piece of cloth tied to a weird shaped object laying on what seems to be also white, also had a new smell to it , i wouldn't say it was a good one, its so silent , i start to look around and that's when i see another weird shaped object sitting next to me , it's wearing something different from me, it seemed full of joy, which also made me feel even more joyful, that's when i started hearing stuff again , mostly a rough voice , i guess it was coming from the breathing object that was jumping up and down and now is sitting beside me holding my face with the ends of his sides , screaming
"CATH! CATH! CAN YOU HEAR ME? ARE YOU REALLY UP?"
he took a second and looked deep into my eyes .i figured it'd be talking to me , apparently you can move this prison , so i moved the top of it up and down , hoping it'd understand me saying yes
i couldn't help but feel joyful, happy.
"DOCTORS , DOCTORS" i didn't know to who was he screaming so loudly but it made my prison chuckle.
a couple of men rushed into the white room
this is exhausting
i cant help but think, i'm so tired , why?
i feel myself shift back as the other things do whatever their suppose to.
the first thing , the one that was jumping up and down , comes back
it sits on the floor as he takes one of the ends of the sides on the white rectangle thing.
"don't worry honey , well get you out of here as soon as possible."
"yes , id very much appreciate that, may i ask you a question?" i kindly respond
"it feels great to hear your voice again. fuck i've missed you."
it leans towards me but i back away
it gives me a weird look
"now about my question; what are you ?"
another weird look
scared maybe?
"what do you mean?"
"oh..i don't think there is an any simpler question"
"i'm..i'm..well i'm a person"
"what is that?"
"sir , may we take a minute of your time?" they tell it
"of course " he says , still looking scared, i feel bad for it.
it slowly turns his head back at me
"n-now d-don't you go anywhere, ill be right back, i promise"
i try to comfort it
i don't think i can.
i think about the new word he just gave me
person
i like that.
i shift my prison up and take a moment to appreciate the light , the light i will never underestimate again, the joy of my life, the light.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
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