Chapter 4

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"Hey faggot bring your fuck buddy home"
His dad slurred. Derek was seeing red he was so mad but he didn't want to upset Stiles by hurting his only 'family' member left.
"Stiles come here now"
when Stiles didn't move his dad got angry and grabbed his arm so hard it left a bruise and slammed his head on the ground so hard he blacked out. Derek lunged at him and dug his claws into his leg. He screamed out in pain as Stiles lay there unconscious it pained him to see his mate this way. So he punched Stiles father in the face so hard he passed out or maybe dead he didn't really care he just wanted to get Stiles out of there.

{time skip} Stiles pov

Stiles didn't want to wake up he just wanted to die. But Derek wouldn't allow that to happen he knew it but what can you do ohh shit my head is killing me.. wait why is it soft am I dead.. oh please let me be dead. I slowly opened his eyes and was met with the face of Derek. I started to cry and shake because I just couldn't live anymore he didn't have it in him to tell Derek that.
"Hey sour wolf"
I croaked out my throat sore from crying. Derek just stared at him not moving or speaking just staring. I shifted uncomfortable under his stare
"stiles why didn't you tell us we could've helped you"?! I hung my head in shame and laid down and turned away from him not wanting to talk about it. This made Derek angry and sad.
" fine just lay here what do I care you're just a stupid weak useless human who can't do shit" he yelled as he stomped downstairs and ran out into the forest blind with rage.
I knew he didn't care about me, what was I thinking. Someone like him wouldn't care or want someone like me.
I thought as he lay there curled up in bed sobbing as the love of his life left him. I've been hurt so much that I'm not even surprised,who would want a broken screw up like me. I reached over and opened my night stand and got my razor that I had stashed there and made ten cuts on each arm. It was late and I wanted to sleep because it's the only time where I don't think or have to deal with the world i thought as I drifted to sleep.

Derek's pov

Why the hell did I leave him when he's so broken and hurt, what the hell was I thinking?! I thought as I was running at full speed to his house. When I got to the front door and opened it I could smell it clear as day. Blood it was blood and I just ran up the stairs and busted into stiles room when I found him asleep I calmed down a little bit but I could smell the blood stronger and stronger the closer I got to stiles. I felt my heart drop when I saw his arms he cut again and it was all because of me I fell to my knees put my head in my hands and started to sob what have I done I am the worst mate in the world, he already felt so bad about himself and I just made it worse. I finally looked up at him crawled into bed and wrapped my arms around him
"I promise I will never leave or do anything to hurt you ever again"
I whispered as I pulled him closer to me and played with his hair. As he nuzzled his head into my chest.

Stiles pov
I surprisingly slept pretty well considering all that happened yesterday. When I finally opened my eyes all I could see is a chest when I tried to wiggle out of but they just pulled me closer. I looked up to see who the mystery man is and when I realized it was Derek I squeaked
I looked up to see him staring back at me,so I looked away.
"Derek what are you doing here" I asked quietly because I'm scared that he'll yell and leave me again. I was deep in thought so I jumped when I felt his hand gently turn my head to look at him
"I'm here because I love you and I'm so so sorry for everything I said you aren't stupid useless or even remotely weak you've dealt with that asshole of a father your whole life without once asking for help so you're the bravest smartest most important person in my life and I love you to death. " I started to cry so I put my face in his neck and put my arms around him.
He suddenly grabbed my wrist gently and brought up to his lips and started to kiss each one.
" Der don't they're gross" I tried to pull my arm away but he tightened his grip and continued to kiss each cut, bruise and scar that I had on my arms
"nothing about you is gross, you're so beautiful I'm the luckiest guy in the world to have you as a mate." I just looked up at him and smashed our lips together and kissed him he sat up with me on his lap with my legs wrapped around him as he deepened the kiss.
" Sti would you be my boyfriend "
I was stunned to say the least I looked down at my lap and whispered "yes."
Stiles I'm not letting you go back to your abusive alcoholic father so please move in with me. "
" yes I know even if I said no you wouldn't let me go."
" that's because you're mine and no one is aloud to touch you let alone hit or kick you." Before I could respond he out his hands under my butt stood up and carried me to the bathroom where he sat me on the counter as he dug around underneath
" Der what are you doing? "
He didn't respond because I'm guessing he found what he was looking for, he stood up and set the first aid kit next to me and grabbed my wrist again.
"don't cut yourself anymore baby please for me."
I looked down ashamed and nodded yes he made me look back up at him again
"don't be ashamed of it nothing you could ever do would make me love you any less" he said as he wrapped my arms in gauze when he was done he kissed each arm and carried me downstairs to the couch as he went to the kitchen to make lunch because we slept through breakfast

A/N
I'm sorry it took so long

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