Abuse or no love mindless behavior love story

Chapter 10

Alecia Pov

Hey guys I know its been a while since you heard from me well let me update you on some things well ray didnt change AT ALL and he still beats me all the time the kids are always out hanging with friends so they never home so Im stuck with the crazy person he doesnt cheat he just drinks and smokes alot, he hurts me all the time. Right now Im upstairs in the room laying down after another beating all because I didnt give him his weed when he wanted it, so now Im upstairs laying down crying I slowly got up and went into our bathroom I turn on the light and looked in the mirror my face was a mess it has brusie and marks, my body had black and blue marks on it I slip out my clothes and ran a bath and put bubbles in it I slip in the tub and relax my body for 20 minutes after my bath I drown the water, I wrap myself in a towel and walk to my room I saw ray in the bed watching tv my mom tense up I slowly walk to the draw I felt some eyes on my I looked in the mirror and saw ray stareing at me, I put my head down and pull out some black thog and a gown I pull on some lotion and slip on my clothes I pin my hair up and tie it up I walk over to my side of the bed and pull the covers back and got in the bed.

I felt arms go around my waiste I remove his arm and turn the other way I feel my body being pick up I open my eyes and look down at ray I roll my eyes

Me: what U want ray

Ray: look baby Im sorry

Me: u say the shit everyday

Ray: I mean it this time

Me: ray Im tried of the abuse you show me no love

Ray: so what u trying to say he said well standing up

Me: ray I want a divoced

Ray: what the hell you just said

Me: I dont love you anymore ray

Ray: look just think about this ok

Me: I thought about it many times

Ray: just think about so more

Me: no Im not I walk to the draw and pull off divoced papers I already sign

Ray: Im not signing this

Me: ray plezz dont make this hard

Ray: Im not signing this

Me: why wont u sign it

Ray: cause I love you and I dont want to lose you

Me: ray cut the bull shit like deadass you say the same shit all the time and still do the same over again and Im tried of it

Ray: look ill change ok

Me: you say the same thing all the time and countine to do the same shit all the time

Ray: Im not signing the papers

Me: well until u sign them Im leaveing

Ray: no your not

Me: yes I am ray

I walk to my closet but to be pull back my ray he slap me across my face he throws me on the bed and rips my grown off he slides into me roughy I yell out in pain I tryed to push him off of me but he is too strong

Ray: u like that

Me: noo get off of me

Ray: no your my wife and I can make love to u if I want

Me: ray stop it hurts

Ray: I dont give a fuck take this dick

he keeps going until he cums

Ray: u love me

Me:..

Ray: hits me do u love me

Me: y-es

Ray: good girl

oh shit ray then gone crazy

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