Not A Mistake ~ Tom Hiddleston

O1O ~ Away

Tom leaves at the same time as you do when you go back home. He planned it like that so he had this weekend without having to rush things. He loves having you with him but he's scared to take it to the next level, seeming that he doesn't want you in the crossfires of the media and his fans. He loves them but they can be very harsh and cruel when it comes to his girlfriends. Especially when they find out that this one is much younger than him and started out as a fan. Jealousy could grow high amongst them and that's also what he's trying to avoid because he couldn't bear it if you would receive hatred.

He sighs when he's on the plane towards America. He can't deny the fact that he misses you already. Fuck the age difference, right? It's just a number.. It's everything you hear nowadays but somehow, when you're famous it's considered a huge scandal. And he doesn't want to throw his career down the drain all because of a girl. Who says that it's forever? Perhaps you find someone in your own country much more appealing once you grow sick of him and who is also your age.

The flight is eleven hours and to say it's horrible is an understatement. Tom is sitting next to a snoring old lady and an over excited fan. Not that he's bothered by that but he could use a little sleep seeming that he's going to be jet lagged once he's in the United States. Seeming that sleep is out of the question, he just grabs a book out of his bag and opens it where he last left off after telling the girl kindly that he would like to be on himself now. Obviously she asks him why and he answers her that he needs to be fit enough to start on a movie what sends her into ebullience but she leaves him be.

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Meanwhile you're back at your work. Today is a nice day and you complete task after task. You're humming your favourite song and even your boss is a little more cheery. They say that it's contagious because she was a huge pain in the ass this morning. On a regular basis you're checking your phone for a message from Tom but in your head you know that it's an eleven hour flight so he's not allowed on his phone. But a small message from your side won't hurt, right? You tell him goodluck on his new movie and to send Jeremy Renner your regards. Also, if he wants to call, you'll always pick up.
You hit send and smile to yourself before quickly putting your phone back in your purse and get back to work.

That evening he calls you. 'I'm here. Finally! I've been on that damn plane for eleven hours'. He sounds tired. 'I'm sorry.. Was it that bad?' You chuckle and lie down on your bed. 'Well, yes and no. No because I sat next to a fan who was actually great company during the flight to distract me from the snoring old lady who occasionally let out a fart'. You bite your lip to keep the laugh from escaping. 'I'm just really glad I am at my hotel. My home for at least three months'. He sighs, he is really not feeling it now. 'I don't know if I can say this but..' He starts, pausing mid-sentence out of hesitation. 'What? Tom?' You ask him, worried about him. 'I miss you'. He then says what heats your face and makes your heart pound in your chest. 'Really?' You ask him, trying to cool down but it's no use. 'I miss you too' The smile on your lips is wide and what you don't know is that he also has a wide smile plastered on his lips. 'Just let me know when you're having a few days off because I want to see you' You say, biting your lip when a thought crosses your mind. 'And feel you' You whisper, feeling extremely bold.

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Tom is surprised by the shifting turn of events but likes how the mood is changing. 'Feel me where, love?' His voice is low and secuctive and he feels it going straight to his dick. 'Everywhere'. You whisper back and if he wasn't on the other side of the world, he would have taken you right then and there. 'Ah, {y/n}.. What are you doing to me?' He whines as he gets a hand through his hair and stands up from his seated position to then pace around his room. 'I need you here with me' He tucks his bottom lip between his teeth and hears you sigh. 'I wish I was there with you'.You say honestly while closing your eyes. 'Wouldn't your Loki powers come in handy now, would they?' A soft laugh fills his ears as you joke a little bit. 'It would, very much'
Is he starting to love you? He doesn't know, yet. You are still way younger.. and it frightens him to declare his love to you. What if you don't want an old man?
But to you, he's far from old. He is the embodiment of loving and caring and you want nothing more than to actually be his. But you understand that you can't and that you never will be. If only the circumstances were different.