sometimes
i feel
as though
my mind
is too dark
of a place.
i feel the demons
deep inside
clawing for escape.
the world is my story
and i it's willing author
but when i
start to cry
they grow a little softer
i wish to
paint a masterpiece
from blood
and
spilled ink;
drenched with
p o i s o n s,
black and white
i've never seen
in shades of gray
but maybe
one day i might.