its all about to end
my mind is so loud
words over words
over and over
my life is quiet
its like my mind
is running without
catching a breath
and my heart is
having trouble
keeping up
but how many times
do i need to say it
that i am such
a contradictory
to myself
im scared of heights
but i love the view
i hate when its loud
but cant sleep without sound
im scared of falling in love
but you make it seem so safe
i hate myself
but im just so
fucking awesome
