I never loved you » Chae Hyungwon

Chapter VII

Song of Chapter:
Idfc - Blackbear

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YOUR POV* 

I hide inside my room like Hyungwon told me right before his parents came.

I am suddenly not allowed to meet them.

This boy.

I lay in my bed after washing myself and fall asleep.

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He kisses me, a rough kiss.

I enjoy every single moment of it.

everywhere his hand touches my body feels like heaven.

He let's me go and without saying anything he walks to the next girl.

To do the exact same thing he did with me.

That's how it is, I should accept it by now.

He does not have any feelings for me

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I wake up, the whole room is dark.

I look turn on the small light on the cabinet and look at the clock.

2 AM..

I went to bed at 1 PM.

I slept for long and I am wide awake right now.

I take off the clothes I wore yesterday and put on my oversized hoodie I was wearing the day I got kidnapped to this fucking house.

I hate everything in this house, and everyone.

I hate Hyungwon

I hate Jennie.
I even hate the fact that everything in here is so perfect.

I sit on my bed and fold my arms.

Why am I even thinking of Hyungwon this much?

I let myself fall on the bed and close my eyes.

HYUNGWON'S POV*

I have not entered my bedroom since a long time, but Faith told me to sleep more in my own bed.

So I do what she says.

Why am I even listening to her?

I lay down in my bed but somehow I can't fall asleep.

I keep tossing and turning with my eyes wide open.

I can't stop thinking about how much I've hurt Faith, I could see it in her eyes.

Damn it I'm so stupid.

I stand up from my bed and walk out of my room to the kitchen.

I need a glass of ice cold water, and here is the only place I can grab ice.

I enter the kitchen to see Faith in an oversized hoodie, she sits on the counter and cutely swings her legs.

I stare at her for a while. 

Then she looks up at me.

"Oh mr. Chae, I didn't see you, do you need anything?" Faith asks then and I nod.

"A glass of water please" I tell her and she nods, she jumps off of the kitchen to grab a glass of water for me.

As she looks in the fridge for ice cubes I come closer and backhug her.

I feel her jump in shock and then turns around.

"W- what are you doing?" She asks and I just shush her by planting my lips onto hers.