The Thoughts.

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Now, I was fully awake. We sat on the couch talking for a while. Although, I did believe every word he spoke to me, my inner hurt kept me from letting it all sink in and letting go of the past.

I didn't want to shut him out of my life. I didn't want to push him away because of a bad past relationship. I wanted him there in my life. I needed him in my life.

Ever since I began talking to him I just felt at ease and at peace. He's the light that opened up my eyes. The dark void disappeared being with him. Being with him made me feel whole and complete for a while. I didn't want to lose that.

Then Deborah's voice popped into my head. Taking things slow. Of course it's easy to say. Sure as heck not as easy as it sounds. Don't get me wrong, I am going to try. I just don't know how long it's going to last. Also, I'm tired of being played with. I just want someone who's sincere and genuine with me. I'm not looking for silly little games. I want the real deal. Question is: is he looking for something real, or is he just toying with my emotions?

*Authors note... hmm... I worked hard on this short little thing.. but hope u enjoy. :)*

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