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dear namjoon,

so this time instead of marijuana, i smoked for the first time. it was bad at first, but then i soon got used to it. i've been getting into a lot of trouble lately.

my mother hardly notices though. she must be really delusional. i go the the laundry mat to get all the smells out of my clothes from the illegal drugs.

i feel bad. my younger sibling is always worrying about me even though i tell them not to. they beg me not to leave them, but i don't listen.

i gave up on trying to write a song. nothing was coming to me sadly.

sincerely, minji