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"Im so close!" Maddie shouted as continue to move my fingers faster inside her. Her body suddenly shut down and rested her head on the pillow when she came. I lie beside her and let out heavy breathe.

"I'll go." Sabi niya at tumayo na para magbihis. I just nodded and went to the shower.

You see, Maddie & I are good friends but not your typical friends. We are friends with benefits. I don't even know how we end up in this situation. It just kinda happened. We pleasure each other and do things that normal friends don't do.

Lumabas ako ng shower room and found nothing but the untidy bed and no sign of Maddie. She always leaves first every time we do it. It's fine tho because we will eventually see each other in school, pretend as if nothing happens between us and show everybody that we are the typical kind of friends. Great right?

I went to my closet and get dressed. I got my car keys, other essentials then I left my condo and went to school.  I texted Maddie where she is and she replied, 'council office'

I went straight to the office and then I saw her there talking with her members. She is the student council president, an honor student and most especially the most beautiful girl I know. Siya 'yung tipo na pag dumaan lilingon ka kasi matangkad, maputi, chinita, at sobrang ganda. Kahit nga ako mismo napalingon e.

"That's all, I'll see you later after class to talk further about our upcoming event." Sabi niya at isa-isa nang lumabas ang mga tao. Some students smiled at me and said hi.

"Pres! Andito na 'yung jowa mo!" Sigaw ng isa. Napatawa naman ako and then I looked at Maddie who's fixing her things. Agad na kumunot ang noo niya at tinuro ako nung ka member niya. She looked at me and then I waved my hand. She rolled her eyes at the two students. What a cutie.

"Joke lang, pres! Alis na kami bye ate Bea, bye pres!"

"Bye, ingat kayo." I said and wave goodbye.

"What is it Beatriz?" I turned around and saw Maddie.

"Let's grab lunch?" Naningkit ang mata niya at tinitigan ako.

"Bea, we just had our session awhile ago I'm tired." Kumunot naman ang noo ko and eventually napatawa ako.

"Come on, Mads. Im not that crazy, no monkey business just lunch okay?" She rolled her eyes, "okay, if you say so."

"Let's go." I grabbed the books she's holding and then we went to a nearby restaurant.

"What?" She asked at tinaasan ako ng kilay. I just shrugged and continued eating while looking at her. "Ano ba 'yon?" Tanong niya uli.

"Wala nga." Sabi ko at napatawa.

The thing is, I wanna keep her. I want to keep a Maddie Madayag and take care of her. I don't want us to be 'just friends,' but im afraid that if i'll ask her out for real and told her i don't want to be just merely, 'friends with benefits' e lumayo siya sakin. The last thing I want is her leaving my side.

Because every time I look at her, there's something inside me that want to have her locked up in my arms and just protect her from anything that would possibly hurt her. 'Pag tinignan mo siya sa mata, malulunod ka, it sucks you up. I don't even know what story lies behind that empty, sad and deep eyes, but one thing's for sure, I want Maddie close to me.