{still Tobys pov}
"o-K ni-ht mask-y" I said walking up the stairs "he's not himself lately" Masky said quite, but Toby heard him and continued to go to his room
[time skip to morning 7:34 am]
'yay another sleepless night' I thought to myself
*knock*
*knock*
"GET UP TOBY" jef was shouting so loud it hurt my ears like crazy "OK JEFF" I screamed and got up to get breakfast with the outers I sat at the table
"hey Toby, want some waffles?" (me: Yesssssss) "uh n-o than-ks I'm no-t hun-gry" I got up and walked to the bathroom "oh Ok then?" I think it was masky but I couldn't care, I got to my bathroom and found my knife I pulled up my sleave and stared at the rows and rows of cuts I start to cut, it made me feel calm I didn't realise that slender was in the bathroom doorway with the outer pastas apparently they were 'worried about me' ha
don't make me laugh thay don't care about me one bit. I was calm i was in my happy place I couldn't here them screaming my name, I looked down and saw a puddle of blood I stood up and washed the blood off I was back in reality I looked to the door "wha-t ar-e yo-u doi-ng he-re" I said I was shaking crazy I looked at everyone cry and shocked "Toby why" I heard somone say but I couldn't tell who was talking there was too much noise.... I.... Need.... Silence......
"aw is the baby scared that there 'friends' found out"
"just run away and die"
"go stab yourself"
"why aren't you dead yet"
"SHUT UP, SHUT UP I NEED SILENCE PLEASE" I screamed at the top of my lungs everyone just started at me I fell to the ground in a crying mess then everything went black
(two weeks later Toby fell into a coma from stress and blood loss)
{third pov}
Toby had been in a coma for two weeks now everyone is worried about his state and well the mansion hasn't been the same since that morning even Sally the happy little girl she is was really sad and she always played tea party with Toby he was like an older brother for her, she didn't want to play tea parties anymore...
(Tobys weird heaven/dream world)
I woke up in a white room and saw lyra and my... mother "Toby my dear brother, its not your time yet you need to wake up ill show you why, grab my hand" "ok lyra" *grabs lyras hand*she shows him the mansion without him " you see why now, your impossible to replace like look at Sally your like a brother to her Toby, you need to wake up I will always be with you even though you can't see me I hear everything you say
You are needed
You are special
You are important
Brother wake up now " lyra said I started to cry seeing her again I wanted to say so much to here but I can't
"lyra I love you so much I miss you and mum I'm so sorry I put you through so much pain" I said crying so much
"you are my boy no matter what happens Toby I love you I'm so proud of you even though your new life I will always love my boy" Tobys mum said she was crying a bit
"now go Toby, wake up your family is worried sick" lyra and mum said
"ok I love you both" I disappear and woke up in a infirmary there were crying and people asking when I was going to wake, "why ar-e yo-u cry-ing I'm wa-ke" the crying stopped I sat up everyone was looking at me "wh-at is t-here a spide-r on my f-ace or so-methin-g ?" everyone jumped ontop of me cry tears of joy
"YOUR ALIVE TOBY" I heard Ben say
"TOBY WE NEED TO HAVE TEA PARTIES" I knew that was Sally
Everyone was like 'your alive' 'your awake' ' thank god' and stuff I tryed to get up but there squashing he I yealed for slender to help them off me "SLE-NDER HEL-P I CA-NT BRE-AVE THERE SQUA-SHING ME!" I shouted that slender came running into the room saying "what happend" Sally then shouted "TOBYS AWAKE!!!!"
"everyone out now I need to speak to Toby" everyone left the room
"ye-s sle-nder" I said trying to get my breath back
"Toby child why did you do that" it sounded like slender was about to cry
"well you see I'm depressed and stressed that on every mission I mess things up and I'm just an annoying person I don't deserve a family like this I'm not worth it" I said tearing up a bit
"Toby, child you are important you've been in a coma for two weeks now everyone was miserable you have touched so many of our life's Sally thinks of you as a brother to her outers you like there annoying little brother, we all love you so much, our life wouldn't be the same with out you " slender was now crying and holding my hand I started to cry into slenders arms" I'm s-o sor-ry " I tryed to calm down
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{third person pov}
Toby and slender came out of the infirmary Toby was clearly crying everyone was in the living room Toby walked
Cliffhanger
Baiiii~ xox
Word count ~ 946
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What Is Life (ticcimask Story And A Suicide One Too ) 1/3
FanfictionThis is my first story so sorry if its cringe this is a story between Ticci Toby and Masky If u don't like it then don't read it
