Inconvenient To Adore (bxb)

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I rolled over in his soft bed not being able to go to sleep and saw the door open- I saw a shirtless and dick swinging Onyx- I coughed a bit his eyes moved from the drawer and then to me and I saw him shaking his head from the light shining off his blue durag.

"What you doing up?" His raspy voice filled the room. I bit my lip as I pushed my body up and he turned on the light-

"Don't bite ya lip" he said his eyes meeting mine- I didn't listen only nodded as I chewed on my bottom lip but my mind was racing and I saw his dick print perfectly.

"Why are you still up?" My voice barely choked out clearly not choosing to hide my pride right now-

"I don't sleep a lot"

"Why?"

"Why you asking so many questions?"

"Well don't you need your sleep?"

He only grunted and shrugged

"I'll be okay- how you feeling?"

I sucked My bottom lip as I looked into his eyes. "I'm uh fine- sorry I threw up in ya carHis deep laugh made my heart sped up-

"Quit looking at me like that- and stop sucking ya damn lip" he mumbled as he chuckled went through his drawers.

"Why?" I asked he rolls his eyes walking towards me- he took my hand and pressed it against his hard dick

"That's why- now take ya ass to bed I'm in the next room if you need me" he held my hand there a bit shook it then let go of it my hand dropping my mouth along with it and he walked out the room. I felt my friend jump up at the touch of his through his pants.
The door shut and I was an wide eyed idiot-with blue balls.

Onyx

Mane, I'm an idiot- I don't do relationships like that-I usually mess them up and I got to much on my mind to be babysitting some high schooler. Now I had a hard dick and mixed up feelings, I knew I should've just ignored Jermain stupid ass- but he kept talking about fucking the kid- then he was talking about Arrius butter fingers hands fucking him- and someone probably did the boy sucked his bottom lip like he wants to suck someone off- and homeboy always staring at someone like they not trying to keep they dick in they pants. I sat at the end of the bed rubbing my face as I scrolled through my phone.
Knock- knock- then his eyes met mine and he barely opened the door- I rubbed my face

"Yoo?" I flatly called out

"I think I should go home?"

"And get your ass beat?" He stayed quiet,

"I can't sleep"

"So come here"

"Why"

I huffed slightly annoyed with the male already from the start-

"so we don't have to be up alone- we can be up together" I argued and he started sucking that lip again and I rubbed my head- he's killing me. The room was quiet then he opened the door and slowly walked in sitting on the bed beside me and moved a bit away.

"So when's ya birthday?" He finally said breaking the silence

"April 22nd"

"Yuck Tartars"
"And what are you?"

"A Virgo" he said proudly

"Trash" he pushes me a bit smiling as he shook his head his curls moving with his head.

"Why you don't mess with Arrius?"

I shrugged as I leaned back resting my hand on my chest- "that nigga stupid-always up to some shit" I commented- that nigga was pure idiotic-  freshman year He hid drugs in the basketballs which almost got us on suspension from the champions- and got him beat the fuck up.

"You are hard to get to know" he finally said

"What you wanna know?" He turned towards me and shrugged slowly-

"You fucked Xavyers ex- uh Jezabel"

I coughed a bit and shrugged "I don't know-sometimes I drink to much and I wake up with someone next to me"

"You sound like a whore" he said which made me lean up a bit his eyes stayed on mine-

"Maybe" I replied as I looked at him he sucked on his lip again and then he looked around-

"So why you ain't go to the party?"

"You told me to take my ass home"

His face heated up and he sent a small smile which made me smirk a bit-his cute ass.
"Or maybe you had other plans" I rolled my eyes a bit shaking my head-

"For real that's why you stayed home?"

I nodded licking my lips-

"my ass was probably just gonna drink till I pass out anyway"

"Why? That's not healthy"

"Neither is punching a wall I do that too"

"Well maybe you need to start taking care of your body" he mumbled looking down I reached my hand up lifting up his face

"Stop mumbling- tell me what you want to say"

"You can't just keep beating up your body- it will catch up on you" he said softly his eyes tried to avoid eye contact, precious .

"I'll see what I can do" I forced out not wanting to promise something I wouldn't keep-

"Say you promise" he mumbled

"Use ya voice"

"You promise?"

"I don't make promises"

"I don't give a fuck Onyx" he started mumbled but by the end he was finding confidence in his voice making me laugh a bit shaking my head

"Damn then yeah kid I promise- if you stop sucking on that damn lip" he only kept sucking on it which wasn't helping me-

"You not tired yet?" He shook his head I nodded thinking

"You can go to sleep" he said getting up when I pulled him back down he had a goofy grin on his face.

"I ain't dumb- I know someone told your ass crushing on me ain't gonna get you no where good" I sighed as I leaned my arms on my knees-

"Who said-"

"I've been watching people crush on me for a minute now-and I ain't wanna believe it cause it's gonna end bad and shit but you easy to read"

"It's harmless-not like I'm gonna act on it"

"Okay make sure you don't"- if he didn't then i wouldn't have to say No- or tell myself to and I obviously couldn't- I told Jermain he could have him for abit- but then the sight of that pissed me off and here he is in my bedroom.

"I haven't yet- what makes you think I will now" he said getting defensive.

"I don't know people get ideas"

"You Put my hand on your dick"

"You keep sucking that damn lip -like it ain't doing shit" I exclaimed he looked at me narrowing his eyes.

"Maybe your problem is worse than my crush- don't try to blame you being curious on me" he huffed

"Ain't nobody scared of being gay shut yo ass up!" I shouted getting up off the bed-

"So why your ass acting like a bitch"

"Maybe I just don't wanna be with yo ass- though about that?" I spat the boy shut down his head sunk and he didn't say nothing-

"You right- I'm gonna go to bed" he said getting up I reached for his arm but he dodged me and went out the room. Idiot.