"I'm not as cruel as Taehyung, Jimin. But I can be if you don't give me what I want."
"But can I even trust you?"
"Good question."
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~JiKook FF // mentions of multiple forms of abuse, language, and sexual harassment
Hey guys, I know you're probably wondering where the absolute hell have I been. Truthfully, I've been drained. I'm working now, and I work with little kids so you can only imagine how much I want to sleep the entire night and not wake up.
Also, my mental health is slowly getting better. I noticed cutting a lot of things off has made me a much happier person, but again, I'm still changing as a person.
I made a huge promise to myself, that as I turn (say the name) seventeen, I'm going to do my best to really try and recover & become a better version of myself. I guess you can say I was never really happy with who I was, but truthfully, I just need some time to just think.
It's a lot harder saying you want to cut off someone from your life, then actually doing it. Trust me, this year, in general, was such an emotional torment for me. The amount of times I had to keep telling myself to hold on, and just keep pushing through was honestly such a hard thing to do. It was hard as is to really be happy, and it affected me, and also my writing.
I kinda felt I owed you guys an explanation as to why I was so MIA for such a long time, or why I'd disappear all of a sudden without notice. And I'm sorry. I love the support you all give me, and honestly, I love when I see you guys commenting and voting on my stories, you're all so cute in your own, unique way.
Again, I'm sorry, but it was a rough time for me. Really, junior year mentally screwed me up, but it also taught me something. Sometimes the people closest to you are actually the people who may be the most toxic. I learned to watch my back more, and instead of always putting my friends first, at times I needed to put myself first. A lot.
It's crazy what a year can really do to you.
Anyway, I miss all of you, and I'm almost done with Chapter 13. I'ltry and update ASAP, but just know this is the reason why I've kinda been off my game lately. I'm sorry, and thank you for all the support.
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