A Shoulder To Lean On

Chapter 9 Why?

(Mikasa's P. O. V)
I woke up to someone sleeping on me I looked over and saw Levi was still with me. I saw he was cute when he slept it must have been dark because a candle lit the room. I looked and saw the moon outside of the window so it was really late. I slightly shifted but stopped when I saw the stitched up leg it looked better. It was only wrapped up and not casted because we must have ran out of casting material. I then felt Levi shift he open his eye's and saw I was awake.

Mikasa you have to lay down you can't be up. He said slightly pushing Mikasa back.

I'm fine, I'm just hungry and thirsty. I said

Oh I'll get you some food and water so you don't move then. He said

He walked out of the room a few minutes later he came back with a cup of water and some bread.

How long was I out for 3 hour's or something? I say

Actually Mikasa you've been out for two weeks. Levi said

What? I said

Yeah me and Armin take shifts making sure you're okay. He said

What about Eren? I asked

I band him from you for three day's the rest of the day's he just chosed not to come. Levi says

What. I said sadly I looked down he could at least visit me once. I thought

But Armin will be glad to know you woke up. Levi said

Why would you stay by me, help me, let alone come back for me. I asked with tears in my eye's

I- because I really like you Mikasa not as a codet but more then that and more than a friend. I know we don't know each other or have a bond like you had with Eren but I have never had so much feelings for someone. I would do anything for you but most of all I will protect you. I may not be able to turn into a titan or anything like that but I can garrenty a few things. Happiness, a shoulder if needed, and straight I may never be able to be anything like Eren but I have feelings and I know I won't ignore you. Levi said

I was very shocked that Levi loved me I know deep inside of me that I love and return the same feelings.

What about the Survey Corps if we did become more then what happens when they find out. We will be seperated and worse because no one has ever dated. I say

Here's a little secret then Hanji is actually married. Levi says

Really to who? I asked

Erwin, but they don't know I know of their marrage. Levi says

I thought of everything Levi said he may not be Eren but he does put me infront of himself. He cares about my feelings and I do love him so I had tears of happiness go down my face.

But I as well understand if you don't accepted my feelings as well j-

Levi I have always put my brothers before me so it felt nice to have someone protect me. Yes your not Eren but you're sweet and kind and that's good enough. I actually do like you but I didn't know about it until the moment I realize your really sweet. Yes, I would love to be your girl friend and I know you'll do anything for me cause no one goes back for one person out side that wall. I say

Levi smirked and leaned in and kissed me and I was shocked but kissed back.

I as well forgot my tea cup out there so I went to go grab it. He said

Wow I thought you were there to get me. I say acting hurt

Well it's a really good cup and you so happend to be the close to it. Levi said

That hurts I am now braking up with you and are relationship only lasted 30 seconds. I guess I'll have to tell Jean I'm single again. I say

Don't you dare I'll make him clean the horse shit for the next month and you'll be right with him. Levi threaten

Wow now using power over me. I say

Hell yeah, you may be my girl friend but we have to act normal like nothing happen infront of the other's.

Umm that's ex-girlfriend to you we broke up one minute ago. I say

Okay you can have Jean then I guess I was wrong I was gay all along and so now I will have to tell Eren my true feelings. Levi said

I slapped his hand hard.

Ow! He yelled

That's what you get. I said

Bitch. He said

Dick. I replied

Alright get some sleep brat. Levi said leaning over and kissing Mikasa's forehead

Alright. I say

I closed my eyes and fell asleep once again and this time another nightmare happen. It's always of the accident but I could feel my slow and painful death and it makes my body hurt. Eren is there as well but he's just standing there not doing anything and Levi tries to get to me but is too late. It makes me sad and when it's all done it restarts again but without Levi and Eren I am all alone. I start to cry in my sleep as every nightmares I've had comes in one like my parents are there one minute. Then I turn around and their dead the men are there and then their gone when I lost Carla and are house. Them when I got capture under the house it was really hard and I cried and jolted up and wake up. I wipe away the tears and make sure my eye's are normal as it's now 5 in the morning and I need to get ready for the training today.