Stigma // ziall AU [BOOK ONE]

TWO

CHAPTER TWO -- "I don't enjoy anything anymore."

         have you ever wondered why things happen? I always am wondering why zayn is mute, he doesn't deserve it, he's one of the most sweetest people I've ever met, and I'm always wondering why I'm depressed, I don't think I should deserve it, I mean, I'm a good kid, after all, my mum reminds me that all the time. but it happens anyways.

zayn and I are meeting up tonight, he told me--ha, I made an ironic comment--that he was going to bring along a book he thinks I'll enjoy.

I don't enjoy anything anymore, I've come accustom to it, though, so it doesn't bother me.

when zayn came over, he brought me the book as promised, when he left, I tossed it aside.

zayn told me he liked me.

I like zayn too, he's a nice friend.

liam also came over zayn left, he was our friend, he was an outcast as well.

he ended up punching me, but that's okay because it's normal for him.

[this sucks shoot me all of you]

[do it]

[pls]