to the boy she loves

20

dear soulmate,

i probably will always love you.

whether we end up together,

or i end up with someone else,

you will always have a place

in my heart.

i hope you understand

as to why i cant

keep coming back

to you.

we both had our share

of broken hearts

and im sorry

i was the cause of yours,

and im sorry you were

the cause of mine.

i truly do think

we are soulmates.

maybe you think so too,

or maybe you dont.

either way,

i have never had such

a strong connection.

ive never felt so close to someone.

if i werent in love with you,

youd probably be

like the brother,

i never got to have.

but i am,

so that doesnt matter.

thank you for two years

of love,

of hope,

of growth,

of us.

thank you for two years of loving me.

- "soulmate"