she told me to write about ashton. she still doesn't know his name, so she said to write about my "relationship," as if it was something simple and fluffy. ashton fletcher irwin and i were not anything close to simple or fluffy. we were messy and unpredictable, and that was both exciting and our curse.
nothing ever worked out in our favour. i don't know how we were together for close to three years, because there were always things getting in our way. if not an external force, ashton would act funny or something and we wouldn't talk for a week.
i don't think i want to start telling the story of ashtonandcalum yet, or as michael used to call it, cashton. what a stupid concept, combining two names to form a ship name. even hearing a word that starts with the same "cA" sound makes me think of our ship name, which always makes me upset.
anyway, that's all on that topic for now.
CITEȘTI
dear diary • cashton ✓
Fanfictionthis is my diary, and i've been told to write about ashton. so, here it goes, i guess. since i have to. tw: mental illness (bpd), things related to mental illness, swearing - copyright 2018 © melissa