Lost

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I haven't edited this one and there's probably gonna be hella mistakes. So if shit don't make sense you know why ! Enjoy !

Regina's POV
It's the third day of the mission and I'm so out of it. I'm freaking out we are almost over with the day everyone is finishing up so I run to the GYN room while Emma is talking to other people. "Is anyone here" I ask. "Yea" I see Ingrid. "Can we talk about something" I ask.

"Yea what's up" she sets her pen down and pulls a chair out for me.

"I uh thing I'm pregnant, I've been having my period for 4 years now and not once have I ever been late"

"When's the last time you had sex"

"A couple of days, I don't know"

"Exactly"

"Nine days"

"Are you on birth control"

"No"

"Do you use condoms"

"No"

"Regina why"

"Because I never thought I could get pregnant by a girl"

"Regina"

"My fiancée Emma has a mans body part and doctors told me she can't get me pregnant. There's a one percent chance I could get pregnant"

"That one percent might change your life"

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She uses a thing to see my stomach and I see a blob. A blob. Am I okay?!

We are sitting down outside on the steps listening to my mom talk and everyone is conversing but me. "What's wrong" Emma asks me. I've been avoiding her all day. I can't. I just can't. What if. No she wouldn't. I don't know I'm terrified. "Nothing I'm fine" I say and I try to keep listening and ignore everything going on in my head. She grabs my hand and drags me into a room. She closes the door. We are in an office. We are in Trisha's office. "We can't be in here Emma" I try to open the door but she stops me.

"Talk now" she demands.  She sits down on the office table and crosses her arms.

"I really don't want to" I whine.

"Regina I'm not dealing with the bullshit! Your supposed to tell me things Regina stop doing this"

"You don't understand Emma!"

"Make me then! Make me understand! Fucking talk to me!"

"Don't raise your voice at me"

"Or what? Your gonna break up with me"

"I never said that. But we are heading down the road anyway! All we ever do is fight now. We don't talk it's just argument after argument Emma. And breaking up with you is easier than you doing it"

"Why would I do that? Why the hell would I ever do that?"

"Because I'm pregnant! I'm pregnant Emma! Do you know what this means. I'm 16. I can't take care of a baby. I can't do this alone! You're thousands of miles away from me how is this supposed to work. How are we supposed to work! We are falling apart Emma. This baby is going to grow up spending summer with one parents and then back to one of us. I don't want that! I can't! I have my whole life ahead of me! I can't do school and work to provide for this child and still make sure I'm healthy and not stressed so I don't kill this baby. You're not gonna be here! I just can't" I put my head in my hands and Emma grabs them moving it from my face.

"Your pregnant" that's all she heard?

"Emma"

"Don't lie to me, don't make this be a stupid prank Regina!"

"I'm not lying, you want to talk to Ingrid?"

"We're having a baby. I'm gonna be a mother. We are so young. Our parents barely accepted us because of what we did but now. Oh god we will be disowned."

"I know. This is insane"

"I'm not leaving you. If I have to move to New York and work my ass of day and night I will to provide for you and my child. I'm not leaving. All couples fight it's what makes us stronger but we won't give up. I won't let you. And this baby won't grow up without me. If you want to break up fine but I'm still gonna be here for you. I'm still going to love you unconditionally. I'm still gonna fight to get you back. I won't ever stop"

"I don't want to but that's how I feel. That's the road I feel we are driving on. We fight daily"

"Then we fix it. But I can't loose you. I won't loose you babe"

"I don't want to loose you"

"I'm with you"

"Always" she kisses me and then I hear screaming and clapping. We go outside and I see everyone looking at us. Did they just? "Congrats"I give them a smile and everyone hugs and tells us how lucky we are. I can't believe this. How?! "The speaker phone" I see my mom and I don't know how she will act.

"Mom" people walk away realizing we need some space. We go to her room with all the parents. "How did this happen" Daddy asks. "I don't know, I though I couldn't get pregnant with a girl even if she has that. The doctors told me I'm safe" I say looking down.

"Do you hate me" Emma asks her mom.

"We could never hate you, and we don't blame you for what happened. You believed you couldn't get pregnant. But that doesn't mean you don't be careful. We will deal with this one week at a time." David says.

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Emma's POV
I set up the camera on Regina's vanity. I sigh and press record. "Hey guys I know we have been inactive and ghosted on you guys but there's a reason" I sniffle and wipe my nose.

"Two weeks ago we found out Regina was pregnant. And I was because she lost the baby"

"She couldn't do the video, and I'm trying to make her happy but we are both so broken right now. We are both hurting so badly. We have no muse. No smile anymore. She hasn't moved from the couch since the news. She doesn't talk. She doesn't smile anymore. And I can't blame her. And I don't want to see hate comments. She doesn't need that right now. So we will stop recording videos for a while till we are ready to do that again"

"I want to thank all my supporters for supporting me. Without you we wouldn't have been here. We wouldn't have such a huge and amazing following. You are the best. And we hope your understand. Bye" I stop it and post it on YouTube.

I go downstairs and I sit next to Regina. She doesn't even look up at me. She just lays down with tears stained on her face. "I love you" I say. She doesn't do anything. "Can you please say it back" I say as a tear falls down my face. She sits up and finally meets my eyes. And I can feel her broken heart. "I'm sorry" she croaks out. "I'm sorry I couldn't hold a baby for us. I'm sorry I've broken you. Broken myself. I'm so sorry Emma" she cries and I hold her in my arms.

"Shhh it's not your fault, everything happens for a reason. We will try again. I love you baby"

"I love you too" I kiss her forehead. "Kiss me" she says. "Your very vulnerable right now" I say. "Just kiss me" I grab her face and kiss her with love. She pulls me down on top of her by my hips. I straddle her and kiss down her neck. "Emma" she moans. I kiss softly and bite down on her neck. She grinds onto me but I push her hips down.

I slide her pants off and her underwear. I kiss down her stomach until I get where she needs me most. I kiss her bundle of nerves and her hips jerk forward. "Emma I need you" she whines and I take my pants and boxers off. I slide in slowly. I'm gonna make love to her. I push in over and over slowly. "Ahh Emma" she moans and I keep a slow paste. Her moans become quicker and I know she's about to come. "Fuck Regina!" I yell as I come undone. "I love you" I tell her kissing her again. "I love you too" she sits up to deepen the kiss.

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